I am 22, Lost 6k just today and i want to cry
Hello everyone, I am usually not want to gamble because I know how I can get but I would like to tell you all the story because I feel so alone right now because I have no one else to talk to. I don’t even watch the World Cup like that but every time I sweat a game I love it so much. I have no idea why I don’t watch sports at all, but just knowing that the potential to win out there is something that I get so fired up about the other day I think I put around 2.5K on Brazil to win and I ended up turning it to 4.5K Something around there. I tested my luck and bet throughout the whole entire game just adding more and more 500, then 1k, then 500, just slowly increasing my bet on the Netherlands to win and I ended up losing all of the 4.5 thousand I was so mad and sad the other day that I decided to put $12,000 on Mexico I ended up cashing for $18.5 thousand and just today betting on the World Cup again and trying to predict the price of bitcoin for the next 15 minutes I’ve lost $6000. I don’t wanna tell my girlfriend I don’t wanna tell my mom and I don’t wanna tell my stepdad. I just need to hear you guys say that I need to stop before I end up putting what’s left in my Robinhood account which is $46,000 on a revenge bet to make it back. I wish this was a joke because literally yesterday I was so happy that I won that I told myself I wasn’t gonna be gambling on any more World Cup games and here I am I feel so stupid. I feel so retarded. I feel like such a disappointment and I just want to cry. ever since I found out, I can take money out from my safe investments and gamble it on Robinhood it’s been the worst choice I’ve ever done in my entire life. I ended up turning $15,000-$60,000 just in this year in investments on robinhood but from sports betting alone I’ve probably lost 10,000 of that. my revenge gambling habits are so bad that I know I can’t control them. I feel so alone right now and I honestly have no idea what to do for these next couple days because I feel terrible. I feel so ashamed…