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hello anyone want to be friends and help me learn and speak french? you could help teach me how to pronounce and say and we could have conversations in french so i can learn

hello anyone want to be friends and help me learn and speak french? you could help teach me how to pronounce and say and we could have conversations in french so i can learn

this contradicts the concept of conscious creation (we create everything, we choose everything) and the frequency concept (we can only recieve of the frequency we're emitting) so something that is meant for my highest self wont find me?

this honestly contradicts everything. how much power is ours how much is the divine? or is it all ours.

even after all the science and concept we knows, I'm thinking we have no idea how much we dont know, and there are things science or anything really can not explain.

someone help me find a middle ground. can i chill? will whatever is meant for me find me?

(I'm going to be very stressed if people start using the train analogy saying the right train wont miss u but youll miss it if u dont reach the station)

no body stress me out more than i already am

help

hi does anyone have a video of big thief performing anything on this date at glassglow? when she forgot the lyrics and the crowd started to sing. i found one video and i was looking for one that is from a different angle.

hi i have diagnosed anxiety and bpd, one thing that ive noticed that affects my life drastically is that i have never felt real. it is very hard for me to comprehend that i am an actual person too who has actual feels and i am supposed to be feeling them. i feel everything way too much and i let myself, and i cry and everything but here's the thing. i have a thing of NEEDING to be watched. when i say need i mean need. i will create sceanarios of me doing the most mundane or non mundane or anything very specific that want that would induce a specific perception into the person watching me and i imagine being watched. if im not okay i imagine someone watching and noticing (i never imagine them doing anything about it). if i wore something very nice and while walking or doing anything thruout the day i will imagine being watched and percieved exactly fhe way i want to. i will imagine sceanarios of me and someone else interacting and me coming off as kind, or sad, or rude, or cool and then that sceanario will have that same person just standing there and watching me and percieving me exactly as i want to be perceived. throughout my life every person that i have ever wanted has wanted me back more than i have wanted them and they have percieved me exactly as i have wanted to be perceived. and yes i did come to the realisation upon evidencing all the things i used to do infront of them. (perform) i tricked them into wanting/loving me. i also used to live in some made up stories and illusions that i always knew were not true but i always acted like they were and told everyone that they were. i was pulled out these when a very traumatic event in my life happened.

heres my very big problem. now everytime i cry, ans i do a lot because of some very very traumatic life changing things going on. i imagine someone watching me be this sad. and then i perform as if im so sad but im acting 'idgaf' so i make a idgaf face with tears in my eyes. (as in i need the watcher to know that im going to have my guard up because i am so broken by this). or i act like im in theatre (ive been a theatre kid) and this crying is my scene and my watcher is watching me practice in the audience. so in middle of crying i will stop and smile because the director has said 'cut' and told me that im doing such a fucking amazing job. and the watcher is watching this somwhat knowing that i just am this sad and not just acting on stage. the watcher in all these scenes is the same person if you are wondering.

ive been a music person since i was a kid(as in i can play everything and sing and music is 99 percent of my life) music is my religion. yet i am addicted to maladaptive daydreaming so everytime i listen to a song and i CANNOT listen to it. i can feel it and i will cry but i just can never feel that i have ever even HEARD a single song. i have never been able to. i start being watched again and some one is there again and i am just so sick of it. i dont think i am able to feel a single fucking emotion of mine and i can tell you with bpd that all of them are BIG. and music is so sacred to me i would really fucking like it if i could LISTEN to the songs i consider equivalent to prayers and heaven. and i would actually like to be alone and ACTUALLY CRY for once in my life. (every single time i cry i AM alone but again if youre getting it i really am not, i do not have a single person to talk to as of now due to my circumstances, and i have not had someone for a long time, as in no friends at all, not even fake ones that you call friends just for the sake of it) so in the actual scheme of things i am the most alone person every actually but i am not even a person and i will always in the future tell stories about how i listed to that one song on the floor alone and bawled my eyes out to it at the lowest point of time but i really would like to feel this moment when it is happening. as in actually be a person and actually be as lonely as i am and actually cry about it like i do. i wish people could go from my head as they have from the real life. i do not know how to get out of my head and it does severe damage sometimes. is there any way i can fix this?

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hi anyone who specifically listens to these or music like this? and when i say listen i mean soak the music in and let in consume them. have every lyric disected and interepreted and have it change their life. anyone who is into art and music as if life depends on it because it does, and wants to be friends? i d9nt have any (by choice) because ive just never come across anyone who in our world would say 'scratched the surface of me' i cut them all off because id rather be alone than with those low vibrational matrix tied no self robots. if you're looking for a genuine Friend who cares about music and art and literature and movies with an orgasmic passion and has their life heavely led by these things, please hit me up. i would love to talk and be overwhelmed over lyrics and meaning and do 'oh my god's together. and oh, please female only (im female) if youre looking for someone to text when your fav artist releases a new song and you go batshit crazy over it and disect the lyric and want to scream and someone to spend nights talking about this and art and life and honestly anything, i would love to be the one. im very skeptical about even posting this but fuck it idc

ethel cain, ghostly kisses, adrienne lenker, pheobe, MARO

hi anyone who specifically listens to these or music like this? and when i say listen i mean soak the music in and let in consume them. have every lyric disected and interepreted and have it change their life. anyone who is into art and music as if life depends on it because it does, and wants to be friends? i d9nt have any (by choice) because ive just never come across anyone who in our world would say 'scratched the surface' i cut them all off because id rather be alone than with those people. if you're looking for a genuine Friend who cares about music and art and literature and movies with an orgasmic passion and has their life heavely led by these things, please hit me up. i would love to talk and be overwhelmed over lyrics and meaning and do 'oh my god's together. and oh, please female only (im female) if youre looking for someone to text when your fav artist releases a new song and you go batshit crazy over it and disect the lyric and want to scream and someone to spend nights talking about this and art and life and honestly anything, i would love to be the one. im very skeptical about even posting this but fuck it idc

so i was doing pretty well in my manifestation practice and i live in a abusive space right now and someone from this space just told me that they consulted a very good, accomplished astrolger for my kundali (birthchart) and he's found the opposite of everything i want and believe. for eg. he said that to succeed i have to listen and be with these abusive people when i obv want to leave as soon as i fucking can. he said i will have problems in almost everything due to my placements. in education (i am very ambitious) in career ( again i plan to have a big one i plan it to happen so smoothly because i have the potential, i deserve it and im a lucky woman) in married life (i rlly fucking doubt this one because of very good reaons) , in having kids (having a daughter is my one true dream and i plan to do it thru ivf so maybe he's seeing that as a 'problem'.

i am scared this might sink into my subconscious and I'll start to believe this over all my quantum physics, science is proof of manifestation theories and practices and all the things im manifesting will go wrong.

how do i get over this? please help. any logic that could explain that manifestation is above placements would help. because in the inherent sense, if the planets do decide everything and everything is written, the planets probably have accounted my 'trying to manifest' and this questioning the planets thing im doing now.

he also gave remedies bur again if i do them that says i believe him.

help, please.

hello i have psychic and parallel reality dreams. for my life and other people's lives. as i in i am in those dreams but i am living/seeing someone else's life either from there perspective while still being me in the dream or my perspective as a 3rd person. i have had dreams about tornados, attacks that have happened on the country before they happened, and then for every little thing that happens in my life, anyways i have been slipping into different timelines/parallel realities of my life lately while going thru extremely traumtic stuff and trying to heal from it to manifest gettibg out of an abusive place. but i keep slipping into parallel reality/different timelines of my life that are bad. that still have the traumatic thing being happening but in a different reality and timeline. i have been doing the work specifically to get into my dream timeline, so it is questionable why i keep slipping into the opposite ones every night. these timelines are extremely different than the one i am in but in a way same because they still follow the story of where this traumatic abusive thing is still happening and following that main plot of the story. also i should mention. my dreams are very very detailed and vivid. like on an insane level. i have to been places in my dreams that are out of my country so obv ive never been to in real life and i literally have the streets memorised of this place and yes they are just like they are in reality. i sometimes get messages even in my dreams from like entities or people or something and then i wake up and try to disect them. so my question just is, how do i slip into my dream timeline in my dreams? instead of these shitty ones?

any good book recs for the same? except joe dispenza ones.

hi so ive just started getting into yoga and am a beginner. i have a hell lot of trauma stuck in my body and am extremely stiff. as in my muscles visible start to shake severely during the simplest of asanas. but the thing i wanted to ask is i can not feel any kind of stretch on my left side no matter what i do. as in whole body left side. no matter what the asanas, there is extreme stretch in the right side but when i come to do the left, no matter how much i try nothing releases. what does this mean and how do i fix this? i also have another thing in my left side which i dont exactly know how to describe but basically the end of my ribcage, on the left side, the lowest bones are much much lifted than the right side. it is visible even from outside and on touching you can feel a vast difference on my left and right side, end of ribcage. i dont know if that matters but i thought i should mention it incase it is something inherently just in my left side. i do feel like WANTING to stretch and release from it. so its not like i feel at peace on that side or that maybe most of the trauma or tension is being stored on the right. can anyone help?

the concept of all reality is all you. it is a mirror. other people are a mirror. you are who decides/creates all. gets me so fucked up sometimes, as in we are all alone? no one else exists? we make these versions of them up? but none of it is real since its all so malleable and coming from my head?. it disturbs me a lot. to think that my partner or other people are just versions of them ive made up. quantum field feels like a big black nothing space and only myself standing in it. all alone. and it is very disturbing to me for reasons im not able to analyse yet. for example, I'm currently switching timelines, which means i have to leave this one, which means i have to leave my lover in this one because there will be a new version of her in my new timeline. but for some reason this too is very disturbing to me, i dont want to leave her? here? i have to let everything go in this time line so certainly i have to let her go too. and this version of her. and the things she says and feels now. because she will say and feel differently in my dream timeline and that is what i want. i do get the concept that in other words, this all just means that when i change , everything changes. but then again it leads to the fact that existence is so cynical and we are all completely alone? and there is no influence of other people in actuality, we just make it up? (manifest it/mirror it). i would like to believe somethings that someone has said to me they have said because THEY WANTED TO. because THEY FEEL SO without me being anywhere in the equation of how that came to happen. that what they did came from them and not me and i had nothing to do with it except for my existence. i dont think i am still able to articulate what i want to say and ask. or how disturbing this is to me. i hope someone gets what im trying to question or highlight.

is this how it actually is? or am i missing something?

would anyone, (whos been in the community for a while and KNOWS and is experienced) who is trying to manifest something big want to be Friends and talk thru it? like help each other out, support and keep each other in line? i could really use someone, plus in general, i would love a friend, a connection. (female only please) (I'm female)

every single day i wake up and look for my very down to the last detail perfect bestfriend who listens and worships ethel cains music as much as me. have not found her yet.