I'm drained
I just need to vent. My partner of 10+years has been depressed for several years now. We have a 3yo. I'm drained. It is so freaking hard. I feel guilty thinking this way, but it is.
Today I thought it would be a nice day, and instead he has another awful day, but today I'm struggling to keep my sh*t together. I know it's not his fault and I love him deeply, still I'm drowning.