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1300+ tier 2 recon units. Because it is the closest thing to a infantry rush I can do right now.

This is all based on what I could gather from the show, and I would love to hear other people's thoughts.

Also I threw in a fun fact about Jax's room

Kinger = King chest piece, the leader of the C&A team in the real world. He turns into light when he holds his breath, most likely because he was always the guiding light for his team in the real world. If there was a problem they would turn to him, essentially being their north star.

Ragatha = At the time in which she was scanned, she thought that she was basically just going to be whatever her mother said she was going to be, and would always just accept the harsh, sharp words she said. Like a pin doll.

Zooble = Has major body issues, and still hadn't figured out their gender issues when they were scanned. So they where given a body that they could change how they wanted.

Pomni = So there is this thing called Jester privilege. Hester privilege; A jester is able to speak freely, and mock or speak the truth without facing punishment. Pomni no matter the situation will always be the most grounded of the group, and will always speak the truth. It is also apparent in her relationship with Jax, is that she would always challenge Jax no matter what pushback she got.

Jax = I am actually not entirely sure. I think it is partly due to bunny's being seen as feminine (side note, Jax's room is very girly, and the trans flag), and also partly inspired by bugs bunny, and how Jax would find more comfort in pretending like everything is a show and not real (also why Jax breaks the 4th wall). I think part of it is also due to Rabbits more often then not, when confronted will attack in order to run away to safety. Something Jax does a lot.

Gangle = I am also not really sure, not with the Ribbon bit at least. But the mask is very clearly due to how Gangle in the real world would most likely always put on a fake smile, or basically just a mask, to pretend like everything is okay.

The ones I am less sure about

Kaufmo = They are a clown, people often mention how bad he was at telling jokes. His name sounds like cough, which is a common sound effect after someone tells a bad joke in a show.

Ribbit = I am not sure either, we don't really know much about her. Maybe she is a frog due to how she always hopped place to place and was always travelling after she left the Mormon church.

Scratch = So he is shown as a golden retriever, we also know that he was kinda the one who everyone including Kinger followed. So basically Scratch would lead the way, and Kinger would keep everyone together.

Queenie = She is the Queen chess piece, so what I can guess is that she basically would be the one to always defend or protect Kinger. We know that Queenie is what kept Kinger grounded, and how after she abstracted, Kinger began losing his mind.

Everytime I try to get redmod to deploy, it crashed and gives me this error code

[2026-06-26 18:19:25.586 W] [game_cyberpunk2077.py:536] REDmod deployment aborted (exit code -2147483645).

I am currently using MO2, and downloaded the Project 2077 modpack with Wabbajack. I added Zentix armor mods, some addition weapon mods, Hardcore22V2 and Gunsensical ontop of the modpack. I thought it worked fine, but redmod keeps failing.

I have been having this problem for the past week with other modpacks I have tried installing. I have verified the files, clean installed Cyberpunk, redownloaded REDmod. But every time it fails. Some help would be appreciated.

I have been trying to figure out what dissassotiative thing has been going on with me. I have been going to therapy but had to take a pause due to payment complications.

But anyway. I have been in what feels like a near constant state of not being here for as long as I can remember. Which isn't far back. Every now and then I can get flashes of my past but it is rarely clear.

There are times when asked something, and I get "handed" the memory but I automatically awnser that I don't know. Usually I think when I am scared of awnsering with what I remember, even if I want to awnser. It feels like I am basically not allowed to awnser when something like that happens, at least not without a lot of effort which is draining.

I feel like I have been constantly fighting myself. I want to figure this out but I just don't know, and I can't really look inside anymore.

Over the course of the past 6 months, everything I knew feels completely upended and I have increasingly felt more lost.

Me: NB: 19; Amab; ADHD, MMD, Autism, BPD (undiagnosed but pretty sure)

TW: Small suicide attempt mention in the first paragraph

To put the past 6-8 months in a really quick summary. I when through two traumatizing break ups with the same person basically back to back, had 4 aborted attempts in between the two and finally got anti depressants. Got diagnosed with ADHD (Take Adderall now), then later autism, and me and a two of my friends who have BPD are 90% sure I have BPD (quiet kind). Lost any illusion of identity due to it being reliant on my Ex. My memory loss has actively been getting worse and I can feel myself losing a grip on my mental state because I feel like I am in a constant cycle of getting stressed about dissociating, which causes me to dissociate more, and so on. I feel like I am now near constantly dissociating, I am almost never here but here at the same time.

What has been causing me the most stress is that I for some reason cannot get the "what if" DID out of my head. Like, I want to say that I feel like a single person, but I just don't really feel like a person at all. I logically know that a picture of younger me is me, but I feel completely different and disconnected from that version of me. The memories I have and remember feel so disconnected, and only appear as flashes, and that is not when I am trying to remember something. And when my family tells me about stuff that happened in the past, I have always accepted it as whatever, because I don't remember at all and am almost completely disconnected from what I am being told. I know that BPD can have dissociation as a symptom, but I still can get that "what if" out of my mind.

In the past month I was talking with one of my friends who has BPD & DID and has been helping me with BPD stuff and just getting through the past couple of months. To clarify, this person is someone I know would never lie, or trick me, and has been extremely careful in telling me what they suspect is going on (I think they do suspect DID, idk). But when we were talking about me and they were indirectly telling me what they have been suspecting, I knew what they were pointing at, but I felt my brain try to block it out and repress it. Like it genuinely felt like my brain was genuinely forcing it to disappear from my mind even though I knew what they were indirectly saying, like describing it as violent would feel apt. During it they noticed that I was completely spaced out, and my eyes moving as if I was blinking my self asleep; I did feel myself kind of losing grip on the world around me even with part of me knowing exactly were I was, but I was just trapped in my own head watching my brain force the information from my mind. I eventually just completely broke down and was sobbing mess for a bit, but my friend helped me out of it and calmed me down (great friend, love them platonically, basically a sibling.)

In the moment my brain just couldn't accept the information as even a possibility. I know that I am scared of claiming to be something I am not (scared that it isn't correct and I am being disrespectful), but that was just, very mentally violent.

What doesn't help the situation is that I don't know if I am getting observer bias from knowing more information about DID know than before the past 6 months. Like I am worried I am seeing things that my brain things points to it when it really doesn't. Like there are times where I feel like I am in autopilot/more of a passenger watching my body do things, because it only feels that way most of the time, but not all of the time. Not being able to remember anything of my past, especially in any amount of actual detail means I have no frame of reference for how I was. Also not knowing if I actually have experienced any major symptoms or not. It honestly has been stressing me the fuck out. I sometimes wish I could ask my friend would tell me outright, just to see how I react.

I feel like I am probably overthinking everything and just looking into things far to much. Any help would be very appreciated.