u/OunceInABlueMoon

M29, my whole life I’ve wanted to die, since I was about 6. Today I’m working an office job, have a great wife and on paper a good life but every single day all I can think is how pointless life is and that existence is just a waste of time. I was diagnosed last year at 28 but it brought me no relief. I’ve done EMDR therapy but I would still do anything to not wake up tomorrow.

Does anyone else have a similar experience?

Edit: it’s bittersweet to know I’m not alone, I’m so grateful to you for your very kind comments thank you so much ♥️. To those struggling with me, I’m sorry, let’s try to make it out together..this time for each other ☀️