Loss after loss. Now losing hope
January I gave birth to a sleeping baby boy at 36 weeks. He was perfect but came too early. It was the hardest thing I have ever gone through and I am desperate for another baby. We managed to conceive in May but that tragically ended with an ectopic pregnancy...and I lost my right tube with it. All this under 6 months. Our next step is IVF but even that is a massive hurdle.
I'm sinking lower and lower into depression. I've lost my social life and old me is gone. Nobody I know understands what I'm going through and how hard it is to keep going and not knowing what the future holds.
I am just so sad I don't have a living child and Ive lost all hope after my second loss. I just want to be a mummy. I really scared it will never happen as I'm already 36 years old.
Please can somebody give me some hope. I really need some positive stories. I'm honestly just really heart broken.