I feel like I'm going crazy.
- Started having symptoms and suspecting peri two years ago, and the symptoms have only ramped up since then. Docs wouldn't take me seriously because of my age, even though I told them my mom started meno in her early 40s. It's getting downright unbearable the last couple of months... Crushing fatigue, numbness and tingling in my arms and legs, muscle weakness, constant dread/anxiety, vision changes, insomnia, temperature dysregulation/hot flashes, night sweats, brain fog, hair thinning, significant cycle changes, palpitations, breast pain, digestive issues, itchy ears, frequent migraines (and the pre/postdrome just make all of the other symptoms worse)... Recent (March) blood work came back in range and a trip to the ER (June) that showed nothing wrong. I feel like I can't function, but "nothing is wrong" with me. I have generalized anxiety and health OCD so I'm predisposed to freaking out about what's wrong with me but they've gotten so much worse since I just constantly feel AWFUL.
I have another appointment on Wednesday and I know they're just going to continue saying I'm too young, but knowing there's the *slim chance* that I'm taken seriously this time has been enough to get me through the frustration and anxiety of the last few days. Whyyy is it so hard to be taken seriously?