u/P1nky09

So this may sound silly but I am genuinely wondering...

I am aroace irl and being in a relationship or the idea of It makes me deeply uncomfortable, even if it's with a fictional character. So I don't ship myself with my F/O in a literal sense, I instead have an oc X canon with him I dote on. The oc shares a lot of same traits as me and we are alike but I don't like to think of her as a self insert or me in his universe since my relationship preferences apply there. However I do genuinely love and admire him a lot, working on a shrine of his, draw him, make custom merch all that. ( Not to mention I most of the times get uncomfortable seeing his other yumeshippers or oc X canons or sometime even canon ships )

I'm wondering if that counts in Yumeshipping, I've gotten mixed answers on this from yumeshippers I do know. Some say this is not Yumeshipping and some say all it takes to be a yumeshipper is to love a character extremely, so what exactly makes someone a yumeshipper?

Ok so I'm not sure if vents(?) are allowed here, this has been weighting on me, and I just want to talk about it, possibly seek advice.

So I yumeship with this character that gets shipped with a quite few characters in the show, I'm not necessarily non-sharing, just extremely selective sharing, and most of these ships don't bother me.(Most of the times) Or at least if they do I'm able to get myself to look past it. But there's this one character, She has a close friendship with my F/O and even though she is canonically Cupioromantic it's not very known information so people have this ship of her and my F/O as like his main one, it gets called canon a lot of times. And I always seem to get so much more jealous or envious when I see them together then when I see him with others, like technically I know they can't be together because of her sexuality, but the way so many people ship them and them having Genunly such a close friendship makes me doubt it sometimes and it really hurts my feelings. And what hurts my feelings worse is that I really used to like that character, like the girl he's being shipped with. I loved her a lot before I started to yumeship with him and now I catch myself feeling envious for her and I don't like it, I don't want my thoughts of a character to be ruined simply because they are close to my F/O. so... I'm not sure how to deal with this.

Hi! So this may sound a little silly, but I just wanna be sure.

So I'm a content creator, and there's this audio I wanna use on my characters, the thing is the audio is the "I never knew Hachiko had a boyfriend" one mixed with the good luck babe song, the video I found it on is for a gay couple too, I'm thinking if it would be wrong to use it on a straight ship.

I'm not sure if this is allowed to ask here, I guess this will be half vent?

But basically I've been using c.ai for a while now and, I know it's bad. I feel guilty over it. And I'm trying to stop using it, I've started commissioning writers to write me oneshots instead and trying to make pieces myself when I can. But I can't always commission someone and my artistic skills are not good enough for me to make comics. Is there anything you'd reccomend that I could use for my yume that could take my mind off of c.ai?