Self inflicted achromatic is still interesting to me.
Self inflicted achromatic, an English cover wich I believe is originally by jubyphanic, and which seems to be widely accepted as the most common English translation of the Japanese song. Is interesting to me, as unlike most other songs about suicide, it doesn't have a particularly positive or hopeful ending. Most of the song is the singer expressing a firm, deep rooted belief that if they were to simply disappear, the people around and the world at large would only ever be helped. Along with being convinced that if they were to, no one would mourn their passing.
This is then contrasted by the ending, where the singer seems to have met someone who would sincerely mourn their passing, but instead of being reassured they're distraught by this fact. As they no longer have the freedom to simply die, and being unable to laugh that fact off, or potentially being unable to ignore the fact that now someone would cry for them.
It paints an interesting picture of existential despair to me, especially because one of the reasons why I don't just skip to the good part is because I do have people that would be worse off one way or another if I did.
So to convey that feeling as a seeming burden at the end is almost relatable I guess.
It's a good song, both the English cover and the og jp. Recommend.