u/Paige_Morandi

Yes, I am very observant. No, I can't use it to save my own ass.

tbh it could be just that I really really miss him but I keep overthinking about that time when we first met and I asked him if he was mixed since he seemed so to me. I could just be overanalyzing but he didn't seem very impressed with me asking, to be specific we were both teens and he was half cuban and half Trinidadian in Canada. I was really thrilled, honestly blinded because he was so good-looking and I was happy that my first exp in a "relationship" was with another mixed person so I felt safe and was hoping that we'd bond. I then shared my mix. I cant stop thinking about it since he may have thought I was some kind of fetishizer? idk, I cant help but wonder why and if I'd had set an ick off back then.