u/PerpettuallyinPain

I started watching Satluj in the evening; due to work, I had to leave it midway.

Now, it has been taken down. Bhai suggest how to watch ??

I have been having some weird cycle symptoms.
The first two days, I have light and medium flow. Then on 3rd day, no flow. On 4th day, again light bleeding (not spotting).

Has anyone experienced this during TTC journey?

Hi,
I have had 2 surgeries for endometriosis & 2 hysteroscopies to clear out asherman’s. I’ve been TTC since last year (even though stopped due to multiple procedures). I’m back at it.

I tried the mildly medicated cycle with letrozol 2.5 mg from CD3- CD6 skipped the last day because the side effects were brutal- migraine, panic attack & face allergies! Also, I was given oral estrogen post hysteroscopy #1 which increased my migraines significantly. #2 one happened two days ago and I’m on estrogel.

Further , I’ve been told to consider IVF & I’m terrified of the side effects and what will they pump in my body?

If anyone has any experience with their body reacting poorly to estrogen, how did you manage IVF?

Any idea where to get the follicular study done? Also charges?

I’m 32 years; single ovary & tube.
3 surgeries in a year - 2 for endometriosis & 1 for asherman’s.

And again, scheduled for hysteroscopy because there’s some fluid filled collection in the right side of lining.

I am 11dpo today, I had tracked & timed intercourse with 5.1mm lining.

Frankly, I doubt I have a chance BUT I have seen miracle babies and god, I can’t stop crying thinking about how everything is fine finally- no pain during sex, ovulation is good, everything is FINE.

But now, I have uterus issues.
Why is it so cruel for us?

We have tried a fertility specialist Cloudnine in Punjabi Bagh. But it’s so expensive. The doctor charges 700₹ for scan and 1500₹ for consultation. And it’s cutting into the pockets now.

I need suggestions of a good trustworthy doctor

It was a monitored cycle. Not medicated. I did take estrogen for 2 days.

Can anyone tell what is the meaning of this: “Multiple atleast 3 small pockets of fluid collection are noted in right cornu of endometrium”

Any information will be help?

2025- 2 surgeries for endo- removed one tube and ovary

Jan'26- I had a hysteroscopy + adhesiolysis for Asherman's.

Feb'26-May'26: Scanty periods and a bit of pain on right side now and then

16th May'26:

1. 3 Pockets of fluid were in the endometrium via 3D uSD. Doc said to go for hysteroscopy + adhesiolyosis. Cause thin endometrium

2. At the same time, they asked me to consider adoption or surrogacy. I am not too keen about it.

Is this normal? Getting a hysteroscopy again and again. Just talk and give me some hope

2025- 2 surgeries for endo- removed one tube and ovary

Jan'26- I had a hysteroscopy + adhesiolysis for Asherman's.

Feb'26-May'26: Scanty periods and a bit of pain on right side now and then

16th May'26:

1. 3 Pockets of fluid were in the endometrium via 3D uSD. Doc said to go for hysteroscopy + adhesiolyosis. Cause thin endometrium

2. At the same time, they asked me to consider adoption or surrogacy. I am not too keen about it.

Is this normal? Getting a hysteroscopy again and again. Just talk and give me some hope

What’s a good affordable place for fertility monitoring or eventual treatment in west Delhi?

I have been going to cloud nine but it’s so
Expensive!

Yesterday was CD8 and my endometrium measured 4.1mm triple line.

It’s been like this for the past three cycles, although it was thinnest (3.8mm) when I tried a letrozol cycle.
I have been taking vitamin e & baby aspirin (75mg) for a month now.
I’m worried that it won’t be appropriate till ovulation. I cannot afford hysteroscopy.

Can anything be done?

I have been married for 3+ years. The last year was hell as I had multiple surgeries for endometriosis and asherman’s syndrome.
The doctors said that we need to aggressively pursue having a child since I have single ovary and so far- we have had no luck because the environment isn’t conducive and a lot of medication doesn’t suit me. I get pain a lot but because typical Indian family tells me “don’t think about it, I have become good at hiding and not sharing”

Now, last week, my dog was licking my face and my mum didn’t like me and she hit (maybe lightly or not) at a place which was VERY sensitive and I was in a lot of pain on that spot, which she wasn’t aware about. As a reflex, I reacted negatively by hitting her leg. It happened in front of my husband, grandmother and my brother.
At that point also I told her, you hit my pain spot and you shouldn’t have hit me to begin with. Anyhow, we stopped talking.
Yesterday, when my husband went to get something from my house (mayka), he found my mum crying and he told me to fix it. In the evening I went to fix because at the end of the day, elders will be always right and we have to admit our wrongs.

She confessed that she was feeling worse because the neighbour’s kid slapped his mother in front of everyone on the road and she faced that in the house with her kid. I was offended hearing this comparison because I have stood up for her, cared for her and in fact on that day, despite pain, I had massaged her foot for half hour cause she fell without wincing or letting her know my pain. I let this comparison go because she was crying and I cared about fixing it and not about what I was feeling.

Then in evening, my dad and grandmother were extremely cold to me. And I realised (confirmed with mum) that she had shared the comparison with them and all were pissed with me because they believed it somewhere.
I was beyond hurt. I have cared and devotedly loved them for 30+ years and within minutes, they could believe something so wrong about me. I left crying telling my mum that this is about self respect and you guys made a mountain out of a molehill and overreacted by drawing an unfair comparison.

Now I courtesy called her for Mother’s Day today. And she invited for dinner which I refused. I cannot stand the cold behaviour because they compared me to a mother beating maniac.

I am hurt and have been crying since last night. I don’t have a child and my family thinks I am a demon. This Mother’s Day is the absolute worst.

How are you all handling the day?

I have been married for 3+ years. The last year was hell as I had multiple surgeries for endometriosis and asherman’s syndrome.
The doctors said that we need to aggressively pursue having a child since I have single ovary and so far- we have had no luck because the environment isn’t conducive and a lot of medication doesn’t suit me. I get pain a lot but because typical Indian family tells me “don’t think about it, I have become good at hiding and not sharing”

Now, last week, my dog was licking my face and my mum didn’t like me and she hit (maybe lightly or not) at a place which was VERY sensitive and I was in a lot of pain on that spot, which she wasn’t aware about. As a reflex, I reacted negatively by hitting her leg. It happened in front of my husband, grandmother and my brother.
At that point also I told her, you hit my pain spot and you shouldn’t have hit me to begin with. Anyhow, we stopped talking.
Yesterday, when my husband went to get something from my house (mayka), he found my mum crying and he told me to fix it. In the evening I went to fix because at the end of the day, elders will be always right and we have to admit our wrongs.

She confessed that she was feeling worse because the neighbour’s kid slapped his mother in front of everyone on the road and she faced that in the house with her kid. I was offended hearing this comparison because I have stood up for her, cared for her and in fact on that day, despite pain, I had massaged her foot for half hour cause she fell without wincing or letting her know my pain. I let this comparison go because she was crying and I cared about fixing it and not about what I was feeling.

Then in evening, my dad and grandmother were extremely cold to me. And I realised (confirmed with mum) that she had shared the comparison with them and all were pissed with me because they believed it somewhere.
I was beyond hurt. I have cared and devotedly loved them for 30+ years and within minutes, they could believe something so wrong about me. I left crying telling my mum that this is about self respect and you guys made a mountain out of a molehill and overreacted by drawing an unfair comparison.

Now I courtesy called her for Mother’s Day today. And she invited for dinner which I refused. I cannot stand the cold behaviour because they compared me to a mother beating maniac.

I am hurt and have been crying since last night. I don’t have a child and my family thinks I am a demon. This Mother’s Day is the absolute worst.

I’m a college professor, my class is passing. And I want to do something nice for them. They must be around 30-40 students. Farewell is done. They have final viva now.

What can be done?