Yeah I was writing a science fiction book about people with super powers, dedectives and 2 main characters are from lgbt community and there is also romance but plot is more in front. There is also 2 characters povs since it’s manga. I would dm the part of the story I finished and you guys can give tips or write new parts to story. I only do it for fun. Please don’t expect money.
Yeah I was writing a science fiction comic book about people with super powers, dedectives and 2 main characters are from lgbt community and there is also romance but plot is more in front. There is also 2 characters povs since it’s manga. I would dm the part of the story I finished and you guys can give tips or write new parts to story.
I have study list to follow now but when I try to study I get distracted at some point even if there is nothing I zone out I can’t lock in. Then when I lost my focus I get so angry at myself and think of all the senarios that I will fail national university enterance exam and cry and then lost all interest in studying all together please help.
Sometimes I’m not having them for few days and just as I dare to think I’m getting better I get hit by another episode where I obsess over some thought and think it over and over again until I’m in a loop crying and feeling like I’m crazy it last for like 3 hours yesterday it was 4am when I finally stop. And I spent the whole day bed rotting.
Sometimes I’m not having them for few days and just as I dare to think I’m getting better I get hit by another episode where I obsess over some thought and think it over and over again until I’m in a loop crying and feeling like I’m crazy it last for like 3 hours yesterday it was 4am when I finally stop. And I spent the whole day bed rotting.
Sometimes I’m not having them for few days and just as I dare to think I’m getting better I get hit by another episode where I obsess over some thought and think it over and over again until I’m in a loop crying and feeling like I’m crazy it last for like 3 hours yesterday it was 4am when I finally stop. And I spent the whole day bed rotting.
Recently I realized my dad didnt care about me. He abondon me when I was baby and has whole other family of his own. I feel so unloved by him he never keep in touch with me. I want to feel like a mans daughter. I tried to create father daughter bond with someone but it didnt work and it hurted me a lot its just a vent.
me and my brother grew up seperately, I grew up in good adoptive family while he became homeless as kid, then I reconnected him after we grew up but he was such a dick to me and pushed me away. I hated his psycopathic freak friends who were using him but my stupid brother couldnt see they are making him do their dirtywork which made me even more pissed as he would always defend them even after everything they made him go through. (They beated him a lot, use him for money, left him to die after he OD and he still stick with them like the idiot he is)
we had so many fights because of his friends brainwashing him, he once break my houses window, he stole from me to buy drugs, he refused when I offer rehab, he made me pay the hospital bills after he OD on drugs and bunch of fucked up bullshit like that.
I have so much resentment toward him I cant even talk with him without insulting I cut him off my life a decade ago after he went to prison for 10 years but hes no out of prison and he reach out to me. Hes trying to make me forgive him and Im really in between because I hate him and I hate him so much but at the same time he is my only blood relative that is alive
Now that hes not in prison hes homeless again like he been all his life except he went no contact with his so called friends. He also no longer do drugs or sell drugs and his personality had shift too like he used to be so much aggresive now hes more anxious I dont know if its because he quit drugs but anyways, I found it really difficult to forgive him after all that shit that he did.