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since a levels finished i have been so bored and so lonely. literally only one of my friends has texted me once since and im pretty sure that they all hate me and have no desire to be friends with me. i have no job and nothing to do. i feel like im losing my mind. i cant find a job bc i have no connections and NO experience. im too scared to start driving lessons which im stressing about bc ik ill wanna commute after first year. i cant stop worrying about uni and freshers and making friends bc i just have such bad social anxiety which has led me to develop absolutely NO social skills whatsoever so i cant even talk to people. i genuinely miss a levels atp.

this is sorta a vent but also a cry for help. i dont even feel like a real person. can someone just help me please.

i just feel so depressed and worthless because i have no purpose right now. at least during sixth form and exams i had some sort of purpose and something to work towards but now i have nothing.

i worked hard and am predicted high grades but this summer is just proving to me that grades are NOT everything. good grades will not make you happy. they will not remove the other problems in your life.

can someone please help me enjoy my summer and actually look forward to uni bc i genuinely want to end it.

TL;DR: friends dont talk to me, have no job, anxious ab driving and uni freshers, need help/advice.

I recently posted on here about my rose which I love and now I'm curious about more toys so I was wondering what my next one should be?? rabbit vibes currently look very appealing but I also don't want to spend too much...

my mum went to pick up a parcel today from an evri locker and when she opened the locker there was someone else's parcel in there as well as hers, so we read the address and delivered the parcel ourselves. when we delivered it the woman said that she hadn't even been notified that she had a parcel at the locker and it had been pending for ages.

is this why evri loses so many parcels?? there must be so many people who this happens to and they just keep someone else's parcel!

I'm debating taking a gap year due to the fact that my maintenance loan only covers accom and I don't feel 'ready' for uni. so I made a pros and cons list but am still unsure because I don't exactly have a job lined up and even if I spend only half the year without a job, I feel like that's a waste of a gap year. if I don't take a gap year, I'll most likely be going to Warwick for psych, which I'm assuming I can defer on results day if I take one. can someone pls tell me their thoughts? idk what to do.

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pros:

get driving license before uni

save money for uni

properly think about future/course

break from education

more time with family if I do move out

able to commute to uni

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cons:

older than everyone else

could end up with no job whole year

could just be putting off uni for no good reason

lonely

I (18f) was so scared to buy this but it was probably the best thing I've ever done. at first I felt nothing because I hadn't put the suction bit on my clit properly but when I DID it felt AMAZING then there was this huge build up like I was gonna come but then I think I squirted?? it literally felt like I pissed myself but it wasn't pee so was it squirt? then I went again after a little break and almost squirted (?) AGAIN. so I stopped again. then I started again and almost came without even watching porn or listening to audios or anything, which is literally insane to me bc I would never be able to come without any stimulation like that with just my fingers. then I started watching some porn with the toy on my clit and came in literal seconds. it was so good. I've never came like that. it was like uncontrollable. thank god i decided to try it while I'm on my period so I have a huge pad in. fucking hell. crazy thing is I wasn't even that horny before I started and it was probably the quickest I've ever came. I don't even know why I'm posting this I just had to say it somewhere cuz I have no one to talk to about it. idek if this is the right sub.

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can someone just confirm if it was squirt? and if it's possible to prevent it in the future?

I've just finished my a levels and have made an insane amount of the most ridiculous mistakes, so I wanted to know if there's anyone who also made stupid mistakes but did better on results day than they thought they would??

anyone else feel so demotivated after that paper 2? I am fixing it so hard to revise paper 3 cuz of the shitshow that paper was. even the easy stuff I got wrong even after so much revision. I probably missed out on such easy marks I'm so annoyed. I was predicted an a* but I don't even think an a is happening now. fml

hi, I'm just about to finish my A levels and I start uni at the end of September (as long as everything goes to plan) and I have not started learning to drive at all, but really don't want to have to deal with it when I'm at uni. I'm gonna have so much time over summer. is it possible to pass my test in 3 months? and can I even get a test for in 3 months time? how many lessons would I need a week?

can you get stats tests in paper 1

18f, can't put even one finger down there without it hurting. even when I'm rly turned on I can't. I've seen people say vaginismus but I don't have any trauma or anything, but I am a very anxious person in general so could it be that? I'm a virgin as well if that makes a difference. how do I fix this and why is it happening?

anyone have last years papers? specifically paper 1

I've just realized that all my evaluation points for all 3 16 markers were studies... is this bad?? I did 3 for each 16 marker and countered them. can this cap my marks in any way? it just so happened that all the 16 markers asked were the ones I only had studies for for eval 😭😭.