u/PrettyBoy001

Hello, tonight I received a tetanus shot and it was administered into what felt like, and what looks like the shoulder socket. I have some gapping due to my hypermobility, and I believe that is where the needle went.

I have since googled this, since the location surprised me, only to find that this can cause injury. I am having pretty significant pain when I raise my arm, and am unsure if this is usual tetanus shot pain.

I’ve been job hopping lately. Tried a field that I ultimately am not socially capable of, and then another, and now I’m housekeeping. I just had my first day today.

The repeated days of following someone around, not knowing where to stand, when to follow/ when to not, how to make small talk for your entire shift, are wearing me down. I have been feeling like I’m just completely incapable of being in society. I despise interacting with people who aren’t my fiance. Little rejections bother me. I ask a lot of questions and am often met with annoyance or a tone like ‘…yeah? That’s obvious.’

I’m tired of it. Luckily this job should be mostly alone, I am just burnt out and feeling so rejected from coworkers and people in general. I am so overly nice and I think it makes people feel weird about me. That’s just how I learned to mask as a kid and save myself the rejection. Now it’s disingenuous and weird? The rules are changing as I age and I’m not keeping up. Struggling.

Potentially triggering due to the topic of weight loss.

Recently I’ve been pursuing weight loss in what I deem to be a healthy way, with a mild deficit. I am finding myself starting to consume a LOT of diet and exercise media, feeling and looking at my body very frequently, and losing my appetite quite badly. I also feel like if someone told me to stop I would not.

Just wanting to talk about the warning signs I think. I have felt so much better and been so much more stable since recovering, and I don’t want to give that up.