u/Proof-Attorney9499

I need help its for my fiance its either early signs of schizophrenia or its a shadow person.

He says he sees them and feels them watching him and its usually after a argument or when hes very down. Basically when there's a lot of negative energy. His mom has schizophrenia from drug induced, but brought to the surface because of the drugs. The only drugs we do is marijuana. Its legal here as well and im aware now that it could affect. So the reason why i'm reaching out is because i'm stuck between. Is it fully mental? Or is it fully paranormal. So im scared. He says he feels them and sees them when he looks at them no eyes no face and it disappears like split second after he looks at it.

Update: i personally havnt seen anything but the new place we have gotten into i have been feeling something watching me and feeling of a presence of someone standing behind me and I will look over my shoulder. Thinking someone was there, but no one was there. This morning, I was petting my cat and he was in the bathroom area, which is a place. My fiance told me he felt and seen something watching him. Now my cat stared and tucked his tail under him. And went and hid inside the cabinet for no reason. And I think that he saw something in there, and it scared him. He's still not coming out of the bathroom. My fiance has also told me that he has seen these shadow people when he's at work. And the first time he's ever seen one was when we were in an unstable environment living inside of a garage, also a time when I experienced a lot of spiritual things happening in that garage. The family that lived there was catholic, but the son that lived there would blasphemy against God on a daily and wanted to be God. The way he would talk to me directly. Telling me that he would want to be God making up scenarios. Disgusting scenarios with nuns and priests and things of that nature. I do believe something was evil in that place. And it has attached to my fiance, or is following us. I just received a spirit box in the Mail, i'm setting it up right now to see if its anything. I also am setting him up with a doctor and a therapist to refer him to possibly a psychiatrist. Because I also have a psychiatrist. I'm a huge advocate for therapy, so that's also another reason why i'm stuck. I don't know fully if it's mental, or if it's actual spiritual, or if it's both.

I need help its for my fiance and its either early signs of schizophrenia or its a shadow person.

He says he sees them and feels them watching him and its usually after a argument or qhen hes very down. His mom has it from dr induced but brought to the surface because of the d. So im scared. He says he feels them and sees them when he looks at them no eyes no face and it disappears like split second after he looks at it.

So i have been noticing some werid things my friend has been doing around my bf, and dont really know if im crazy. want to know how others have figured it out or what because i feel crazy.

She always agrees with him. When he talks to me btw she will just but in and always say shes agrees

She keeps sitting on his side of the bed when i dont really want her to do that so i asked her to switch spots and she kinda said " okay" in a werid tone but i didnt make it obvious at all. I said " i keep getting up so this side is easier for me to get out"

When my bf is on his Playlist in the car and i say i dont like the certain song and go to chnage it she says

" awe i like that song " happend like 3 different times and i play my music but yet she dont say that when im changing songs i know she loves....

Today she wanted to hangout, after hanging out last just off work btw.

She wanted to watch fall movies and i thought that was fun because i was planning something like that for us. But i planned it for tomorrow. Anyway i went to pick her up so she could get us drinks and w3 then drop her off but when she came out she was wearing short shorts and summer fit.

Mind you she thought she was coming over to have a movie marathon why is your butt out ?

I honestly might be crazy but you never know.

Ive been noticing some werid thing my friend has been doing around my bf and dont really know if im crazy but want to know how others have figured it out or what because i feel crazy.

She always agrees with him. When he talks to me btw she will just but in and always say shes agrees

She keeps sitting on his side of the bed when i dont really want her to do that so i asked her to switch spots and she kinda said " okay" in a werid tone but i didnt make it obvious at all. I said " i keep getting up so this side is easier for me to get out"

When my bf is on his Playlist in the car and i say i dont like the certain song and go to chnage it she says

" awe i like that song " happend like 3 different times and i play my music but yet she dont say that when im changing songs i know she loves....

Today she wanted to hangout, after hanging out last just off work btw.

She wanted to watch fall movies and i thought that was fun because i was planning something like that for us. But i planned it for tomorrow. Anyway i went to pick her up so she could get us drinks and w3 then drop her off but when she came out she was wearing short shorts and summer fit.

Mind you she thought she was coming over to have a movie marathon why is your butt out ?

I honestly might be crazy but you never know.

Literally starting to feel like hell, all the damn fires. Violence. All the weird ass stuff being normalized. But its only gonna get worse

pushing the end of the world ? If the earth burned wed be pushed into the ocean. Then the bible talks about the leviathan. So it makes me think. Especially everything in revelations. I always wondered what leviathan had in part of the end. But it makes sense right 1/3 of the earth burns which is all land btw all the land on earth the rest is ocean so it makes sense right ? You get what im saying right ? I hope lol. I gotta go back read it and then come back with more.

Wanna know my theory. ? They are building data centers to speed up the future of the end of the world by ai advancement, global warming causing us to get pushed out into the ocean. Then the leviathan comes out.

When I was 4 years old, my mother and my father were alcoholics. I got taken away. Put into foster care and repeatedly endured physical abuse by my biological brother and sexual abuse by my biological brother. What made it even worse is I even had to endure his possessions in spiritual attacks that he would go through. We ended up moving to multiple different houses. Where he abused me multiple different times giving me black eyes, pulling my hair out bruising and making me bleed. Then, when I was 9 years old, I met this amazing family that when I looked at them, I felt love. And I felt like, oh, wow. This is gonna be my new home. They treated me like a princess. They treated me like the best thing on earth. When I was with them, the first three years was amazing with them. But then I started getting older and my foster mother at this time, wanted to get more kids. She started trading me differently, always saying, and trading me like I was the bad kid. Constantly getting in trouble, put in my room and things like that. Then, i got adopted by them.I didn't want to I really didn't, but she emotionally and mentally abused and manipulated me screamed in my face when I didn't want to everyone, did. So I became adopted by them a year later, things started getting worse. She ended up leaving my adopted dad because she was checking on him. Basically the whole time she made me go with her. When I didn't want to. I ended up moving to a really bad place with her.And during lots abuse from kids and substance abuse around me, and then she introduced me to marijuana at thirteen. I started smoking every day, and I still do. We then moved in with my stepdad, which made my weed addiction more if I got in trouble and wanted out, they would tell me to clean the living room for a bong.Hit, or they would make me take one gram.Dab so I can become a zombie. They put me on medication that made me a zombie. They abused me and were my bullies. Every single day. I got bit in the face by his dog ended up having to get six stitches, and the whole time they were bullying, me, making fun of me, and saying it was my fault and then made me go to school.When my whole face was swollen, and I was embarrassed crying and getting made fun of and they laughed. Joined in. I was with a guy I wanted love. I just wanted love even if it was fake. And yet, when that guy ended up spreading my nudes, they laughed and said, it was my fault.They even read all my discord messages with that kid out loud making fun infront of 5 ppl btw. then was being racist towards the kid because he was black. emotionally abusing me controlling me, putting in situations where if I were to talk back, which me simply just saying, I didn't do something. She would make me write a 1000 sentences go in the corner for an hour. With my arms up, go outside and pick up big, concrete slabs and bring them across the yard, back and forth back.And forth.

Make me go outside near my bullies house and exs house with trash bag picking up trash. My whole identity was smeared everything I like, I don't know what to do.I don't know what I like anymore.And I don't know how to be me anymore.I was completely smeared of everything that I knew of back then. became the slave, she wanted me to be. There would be times she would threaten our lives in the car. Multiple times she threw me out of the house in the winter. Now I have frostbite on my fingertips. Thats about all i can say since this is to long.

Im starting to feel like we are in the 7 years of tourture. im scared im still there yet. Please God i want to be perfect for u please God. Give me time. Im so scared. I have panic attacks over this. I go manic from it. Jusy watching each the root of each emotion, action, mental space and why they do what they do. I cant take it. No one will listen to me i feel so tortured by everyone around me. Somtimes i sit outside and stare into the night sky. Imagining the leviathan coming to destroy and im some angel that will risk myself to fight it for people. Im always so into my head. When i imagine things its vivid. Very vivid like its there. What bothers me the most is i have to keep working full time, doing adult things i need. But yet i want to drop everything and go out into the wilderness and read and get close to God remove every sin and travel to pray for others. Im so done with earth i cant be me i cant be anything why? Why!? I wanna live i wanna have a career. I wanna be big. Idk anymore im so worried i thoight this was going to happen when i got my own place after being homless as a kid.

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Everyday i live in my mind. Looking at everything thinking "this is what the world has gone to, God im so tired" just knowing that everything stems from good and evil. I look at the trees not as healthy as they should be. I look at people i see so many sins but im not perfect either and thats why im going insane. The world is burning. Animals and wildlife is dying. Millions of babies are dying. Data centers being built and they buy books to shred. Trying to shred our knowledge. Then knowing the dark side of power. The little things big time celebs and politicians and world leaders have said. I look at somthing amd immediately knows where it came from.

I cant take it anymore, i cant take this earth this suffering. But i know why. Thats why it makes it even worse. Just standing there slaving my life away knowing exactly why. Randomly walking away and just looking at people thinking. " im so sad i want to save them all, i would give my life for everyone if it meant they got into heaven and i didnt" i wanna be sinless. Then i end up being diagnosed with complex ptsd, adhd, anxiety, bpd, depression which makes it so hard so so hard to be who i am truly. People dont see me for who i am only a few do which is amazing but i feel like im being captive By eveyone else. dont know how to speak properly, or get my words out, so i end up sounding rude or passive aggressive. When im just struggling to get words out. People mistake my trigger responses as me being a bitch, im stuck up or werid.

Everyday tho it feels harder and harder to pick up the bible. I havnt been able to read it idk why i feel so drained over everything. My mind knows to much and its driving me insane sometimes. I only say somtimes because i already have a strong mind just somtimes i go lil manic from everything. People dont understand me.

Then it gets to the point where im self reflecting everyday trying to improve more and more but those damn addictions. I cant run or hide from it. I know im strong and i will push threw it. I struggle with vaping, alcohol, weed. Tho i feel like im running out of time. 1/3 of the earth supposed to burn. The skies are orange. Water is going away wildlife has lost its meaning. Freedom has lost its meaning ( well its been that way for the longest time) all this evil spread everywhere. Kids being fed witchcraft. Im tired of this. Im done but im not done. Why cant i just live my life ? Ive been through enough to the point where i dont want to work. Im working full time, to the point i feel like im living there and just visiting my home, Im only 20yr f And i cant take this.

The worst part is. Im going to have to take it suffer it and go through it because i refuse to put a stop to my life. I know i have a purpose i just dont know what yet. I donated to the wildfires and im happy because thats the first donation i have ever done on my own so im proud of that. ( sorry for the random rant ) i sit outside duringnbreak and stare into the sky, into the moon. " God im sorry, not just on my behalf but for eveyone and everything going on" i love God hes always been there for me throughout fostercare. Sorry for this being so so long if i were to talk about my whole life it would infact be a book series.