Woke up in middle of the night
I just woke up after sleeping for like an hour and took a really bad panic attack. I kept swallowing saliva and it made me feel so much worse. Ive calmed down a little bit but im still really panicking. Waking up in the middle of the night just makes me think I’m gonna be sick. I did have the cold just there but it’s gone away now so I know it won’t be that, I’ve not ate much today because I’m still getting my appetite back so maybe I’m hungry? I thought maybe it was the two bites of my boyfriend’s sandwich I had before I fell asleep but he scoffed the whole thing so I’m sure I’m safe. I had like a weird feeling it my stomach not a pain but idk how to explain it but now I honestly just think I have trapped gas because I can genuinely hear it in my stomach. It just freaks me out though when I wake up randomly. I also think the only reason I woke up is because my boyfriend is sitting watching soul SO loud because he’s stoned and I felt bad for freaking out when he’s stoned cause idk how to act when someone’s stoned like will me freaking out make them freak out? He’s not done it in 2 years and it was his first time again but idk, he managed to get me to control my breathing though.