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Letter to My Future Heart

Binged Violet Evergarden in Netflix last weekend, both the anime and movie, and the whole experience left me pensive and a tad bit yearning. (I suggest you watch if you want a good cry.)

While I was listening to a song played in the middle of the anime extra episode, I came by one of its lyrics which go along like this,

Love is always where the sun shines.
Even if it can’t be seen.
Even if it can’t be felt.
It is always by our side.

and at the very moment I decided to write my very 1st love letter to my future partner.

You see, I’ve never been in a relationship in all of my 33 years and I honestly doubt if I am even capable of experiencing love because I’ve always felt alone and left out even in the company of my loved ones, like I’ve always be on the outside looking in.

Watching the protagonist experience the different types of love from the people surrounding her while gradually opening her heart and eventually discovering herself in the process is something I hope to find someday.

Likewise, if I were ever lucky enough to find someone to share that journey with, I hope to give them this letter to let them know that even if our paths have yet to cross, I’ve already thought about loving them with all my heart.

For the symbolism, I had my wax stamp custom made with the design being two carnations quietly basking under the sun’s rays.

Just like in the song, I hope that I can convey my feelings to my future partner: that my sincere love for them will hopefully always find its way to their side — no matter the distance, timeline or circumstance.

u/Pure-Wedding-2475 — 9 days ago

Dopamine boost for work productivity

I see them every time I check my watch. 🙂‍↕️

These lil fellas have literally taken over my entire life. 😂

(photo source: Pinterest)

u/Pure-Wedding-2475 — 1 month ago

What are challenging aspects in my chart and how do I mitigate them? [astro-seek.com]

I know that my Moon/Saturn conjunction, Pluto squaring my Moon+Saturn are just one of those aspects. I tried reading about them online and from what I gathered it makes my life so emotionally and psychologically exhausting because of repressed emotions, self-confidence and slow progress. Can anyone explain to me like I’m 5 on how these aspects hinder my life and how can I mitigate them?

u/Pure-Wedding-2475 — 2 months ago

Just watch the anime after it’s completed or after the manga is done if you’re so impatient. Or better yet just drop it if you can’t understand that a good story takes time to unveil itself.

The manga is slow paced and some unresolved plot points can’t be explained in one go. Arakawa reveals them in layers just like how she did it with FMA. People who claim that FMA has a better storyline than Daemons always say it after seeing the whole finished product.

I bet if they were watching FMA back in the early 2000’s when the manga was still incomplete and simultaneously airing with the anime, these same people would also complain about some plot issue every week which would be unanswered until the manga has been fully completed. It was only after its completion when all plot holes were answered and that even took 7-8 years.

Edit: 1.)changed FMAB to FMA 2.)formatting

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u/Pure-Wedding-2475 — 2 months ago
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Emotional yet somewhat detached

I’m a Pisces Sun/ Aqua Moon.

As a Pisces Sun, I can say that I am very empathetic and I can be a safe space for people to air out their problems where I give them advice in return especially with friends and acquaintance. But when it comes to my Mom (who’s one of my closest people), rather than reassuring words, I tend be very rational with her sometimes playing devil’s advocate. Is this my Aqua Moon springing out?

Also, while I am very emotional and moody but on the outside people say that I can be quite aloof and nonchalant. Before showing my emotions, I have a tendency to process and rationalize them first which results in me isolating from people.This is good all in itself because I don’t want people to take the brunt of my messy emotions when they come out. The downside of this though is sometimes because of this restraint I tend to pile up my emotions only for them to burst out like a volcanic eruption later on when I’ve become fed up.

I also have a tendency to avoid people who show themselves to be too outwardly emotional which seems hypocritical of me because I know how I can be so emotional too (but it’s just inwards in my case).

For all the Pisces Sun/ Aqua Moon out there, do you share the same sentiments? Would love to hear from you guys.

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u/Pure-Wedding-2475 — 3 months ago

Walking contradiction? Or just an alien?

Hi! I’m a Pisces Sun/ Leo Rising/ Aquarius Moon. Anybody out there? Have you ever felt like a walking contradiction sometimes? Like your a well of these deep emotions but instead of actually feeling the depth of them, you try to rationalize/analyze them if they’re valid it or not?

It also doesn’t help that my Leo Rising gives a different view to the outside world where I was told that I can be warm and friendly, sometimes even intimidating because of my physical attributes (I don’t get this part, is this the so called “big presence” astrology articles are talking about?).

I feel like I have a tough exterior but people don’t know that I can be a swirling emotional wreck sometimes.

Can anyone relate? Would love to hear your thoughts on this.

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u/Pure-Wedding-2475 — 3 months ago

I feel like a walking contradiction sometimes

Hi! I’m a Pisces Sun/Aquarius Moon. Anybody out there? Have you ever felt like a walking contradiction sometimes? Like your a well of these deep emotions but instead of actually feeling the depth of them, you try to rationalize/analyze them if they’re valid it or not? It also doesn’t help that my Leo Rising gives a different view to the outside world where I was told that I can be warm and friendly, sometimes even intimidating because of my physical attributes (I don’t get this part, is this the so called “big presence” astrology articles are talking about?).

I feel like I have a tough exterior but people don’t know that I can be a swirling emotional wreck sometimes.

Can anyone relate? Would love to hear your thoughts on this.

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u/Pure-Wedding-2475 — 3 months ago