u/Quiet_Ad_6319

Hi all,
Let’s just say my name is R.
I am a 30 year old Indonesian Chinese born man (he/him).
I’ve been living in Australia for almost 7 years now.
I feel like I’ve been learning a lot about spirituality since I moved to Australia. I find this land is sacred.
I mean I have been into spirituality, as I was born and grew up in a Buddhist family.
I’ve always known and noticed that I am not a regular person since I was a kid. I’ve always felt and thought that I was different compared to almost every other Asian person/family/culture.
I grew up watching/listening/reading/playing western movies/music etc.
And I would say my ability to understand and speak English is better than any of my family members. (But I’m the only one in the family who doesn’t speak Mandarin😂)
I would hate when my mom asks me to go to the temple/whatever you call it or pray to Buddha.
I feel like I’m more spiritual rather than religious, but Buddhist shares the same lessons as being spiritual. Same same but different.
But anyway, being in Australia has taught me heaps about staying grounded, always being respectful, and appreciate a lot of things.
A year ago, I hit a wall in my life. I made a big mistake that caused everything shambles as my life is slowly falling apart.
I would like to stay positive because that’s me. Looking back a year ago, I was at the lowest point of my life but I kept working and slowly getting back up. And as of today, it’s actually not as bad a year ago.
But what I would like to ask is, about a month or two months ago, I was driving from the house gate into my garage, and a bird flew into my driver side window car at night and my heart just exploded that moment. I’ve never been more scared and shocked than that before.
But what would the meaning be? A bird flew into your window car at night?
Thank you in advance. I hope you all a good day and night.

Hi all, I get 20-30ml of blackworms every week from my LFS. Every time I feed my fish, there’s always some get to the bottom, the Corys are not fast enough to eat them and they go down into the substrate.
I was wondering if I put a good bunch of them into the substrate:

1. Will they make the substrate/tank in general healthy?
2. Will they split/breed in the tank?
   Thank you.