Ok hallo!!!! So I really want to start using Star/Starself more (Mostly cause it’s fun, and i like it when people call me by those pronouns)but I just wanna make sure i’m comfy with actually using them. So if possible, can you guys use it on me to see if I like it?
Ok so me personally, I support all lesbians and stuff, but I was wondering if anyone could give me an (easier) understanding of what lesboy and gaybian mean? I’ve seen a ton of different explanations- Wouldn’t gaybian just be similar to bisexual or pansexual? Would lesboy just be a butch lesbian? I sincerely apologize if this may be offensive.>!(Also- not to get into anything sensitive but, I have astigmatism and tics making it hard for me to read things. I also apologize if my writing is slurred, mixed up, or anything like that. :) !<
But yeah that’s all I need. Thank you!
(T/W for gore, porn, and self harm.)This is a vent. Please help. (Spoilers cause I don’t know if people are comfortable with these topics.)
Hello. My name is Haze.
I’ve struggled with a >!gore and porn!< addiction for several years now, but i don’t know if i’m in a cycle. I’ve watched >!gore, then porn, self harm!<, and then believe i’ve gotten better. Every day I honestly feel like i’m living in a simulation. Wake up, maybe eat, bed rot, and then go through the >!porn!< cycle all over again. The worst thing is >!self harm!< is the only way i’m able to feel whole again in some way- I mean, It kinda feels like i’m unable to feel pain unless I act it upon myself. >!I’ve believed that for so long until I finally cut deep enough to reach flesh.!< But for >!gore!<, It makes my gut wrench in the worst possible way. I hate it so fucking much. It makes me gag and look away but I can’t fucking stop. I hate it. I hate it so much. I can’t even go along with my day without thinking about >!porn or gore!<. I’m recovering slightly from my >!gore!< addiction but >!porn !<is still a terrible thing for me.(Both are terrible, to be honest.)
I have major depressive disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, and compulsive sexual behavior disorder if either of those may be a factor of this. The main factor i’m guessing >!would be the fact I was raped when I was four and sexually abused when I was 7-8.!< Someone please help me, i’m genuinely on the verge of suicide if I lose the four people who actually love me.
(First one was unfinished at the time) I made her canonically lesbian cause WHY NOT(it’s pride month anyways smh) also the second one was a crappy one I did in the mental hospital, I made her out of boredom and now I LOVE herrrr😋😋😋😋
I've struggled with ARFID for a few years now, but I'm proud of myself to say that I am officially two years in recovery! It's been a bit hard but I also wish the best for others who are going through ARFID. It is a bit tough, but ya'll can do it, I believe in you:)
I’ve had a porn addiction for at least 5 years now and i’ve tried so hard to quit, but I just can’t seem to get away from the dopamine hit it gives me. >!I have hypersexuality and CSBD since I was 8 years old by being sexually assaulted, Making pornography my safe space.!< I discovered it a few years back(I can’t remember, but i think I was around 10-11.) I need to quit before it takes up my entire life, so I hope someone can maybe give me some tips or advice to help me quit. I don’t necessarily know if this is related, but i’ve been experiencing long depersonalization episodes where the only things I do is sleep, watch around 4 hours of porn, maybe eat, and then just lay in bed either doomscrolling or masturbating. I’m just exiting an episode thankfully, so I think it might be a good time to quit. I know it’ll not be easy, but I’ve had a plan I thought of; Start limiting my usage every week until I spend no time on porn. Anyone have advice or other plans?(I also apologize if my writing is a bit confusing, I have terrible vision, lol)