u/Racoon_Girl_Daria

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Hi,

I [28F] have been dating my boy Friend [25M] for about 3 ye

ars (it's a bit nebulous), currently my mental health is terrifying and I'm using a lot of ketamine.

I feel like he's trying to help me, but I feel like he's acting weird, that he's hiding something from me. I've started to believe he's using drugs without telling me (I sometimes hear sniffling sounds). I don't know if I'm going into full psychosis, I'm lost, whether he means well, whether I should distance myself. I sent an email to my psychiatrist to ask for an appointment.

I'm bipolar, terrified, I feel like I'm being paranoid.

Sorry for my English

Why I feel depressed when i don't have some ketamine ? I'm bipolar but my medicine is ok, i don't understand