u/Rainforest____

It counts even if you didn't watch it.

I stumbled upon Love is colder than death (1968, by German director Rainer Fassbinder), which I find really beautiful, and got the inspiration.

I don’t know to what I can hold onto anymore. Time is not helping me. I am unable to see you as a bad person. The thing that hurts the most is how fast everything ended. And that I have basically nothing of you, as if you never existed.

i detest venting online, but recently I really have to otherwise it’s just too much. I can’t see anything at all clear in front of me, i have no idea how to overcome this thing. I want in no way stop caring for you, and this is a huge weight, I don’t think I can carry it for long. I can’t keep living with all the people that i love gone. with every single person or even pet that i start loving, disappearing.

other people will not be you. with the little details of your personality only in my mind. as if they never ever existed.
I don’t know what to do.

It’s the Cancer season, the salty season 😞… sea water, sweat and tears. It’s perfect for crying. I really don’t have words, I just needed to put how I feel somewhere and that’s all for this evening.

I wish something good to who needs it, me included, we all deserve it.

Hi …do you have a place that is kind and not hostile to you? Asking this because summer is here, and it’s the season of noises, people everywhere shouting, everyone turns up the volume… at least where I live. I absolutely never felt a connection with the inhabitants nearby. A few days ago a person gave me my all time favorite compliment once again 🤗, one that I receive each summer: they addressed me in English, they thought I was a tourist. This happens every summer. I’m very, very happy when it happens because it’s the proof that I’m not perceived by the locals as one of them.

Aside from this long rant (I’m sorry!!) what is a place that doesn’t make you feel like a stranger? The first one you think of.