u/Rayy_thenewbeginnig

Does anyone else take picture of their self harm? Like right after you do it? Idk why but i feel like it helps me and any time i look back i remember exactly what happened and why, it helps me heal mentally i dont know why.

So I like to indulge myself with fanfictions specifically x reader inserts even tho i don’t really trust myself enough to be in a relationship, sexual or otherwise i want someone to touch me like i read in the fanfiction, i want to feel good but i alwaysget uncomfortable with the idea of being touched and i always back out of any relationship before it can really get deep, im so sexually frustrated cause when i do it myself it doesn’t feel as good as id imagine it would with someone else, im a virgin and have only ever done a blowjob and i had trauma a year back when i did some stuff online that i shouldn’t have im really just rambling but i am just so fucking sexual frustrated, hell i dont even know if i can actually get it off i have so many things that i like to do in sex but have never been brave enough to try it. Anyway i just needed to tell someone.
Edit: im also fat sooo i cant get laid even if i wanted

I love crocodiles and im not a furry per say but i would love to draw one to keep as uniquely mine, the problem is that ive looked everywhere for crocodile bases and i cant find anything, ive tried google and Pinterest but all of them are already colored or too realistic (i want a semi realistic one but i also cant color or draw very well because i have dyspraxia which makes it to where i cant do basic motor movements very well) i have an idea in my heD but due to my disability i cant put it on paper, if anyone is willing to help id greatly appreciate it, i can trade but i dont have money.

My best description of what i want:
A regular crocodile head with dramatic eye arches and the ridges that go along the back are a little bigger than normal, webbed feet and hands , scars all over and a chunk of the upper jaw missing, the color palette is a really dark green for the belly and a light yellowish green for the upper body.

I still didn’t cut past the first layer but its deep and it actually dripped blood for the first time, it was super scary, especially since i held pressure for ten minutes and when i took it off it started to bleed again, (probably because the tissue stuck to it) i honestly dont know how to correctly dress a wound so i just put a tissue and wrapped it with medical tape

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I absolutely love pickles, and ive definitely made a few different types of pickle themed recipes but id love more i have like 2 pickle recipes that i love but i want more

I absolutely love pickles, and ive definitely made a few different types of pickle themed recipes but id love more i have like 2 pickle recipes that i love but i want more

I cut myself over and over i. The same spot, and it stings really bad, ive done this a lot before and it hasn’t hurt this bad except for once, today is going to be my last day cutting tho, at least i am going to try to stop, its usually easy so i hope tomorrow isn’t any different.

It wasnt bad by any means, it just wouldn’t stop bleeding after the time where it usually stops (2-3 minutes) i usually dab it with a tissue till it stops bleeding but this one wouldn’t. Had to hold for a full 10 minutes for it to stop, it was just a cat scratch but still. Idk how to feel about if, it wasn’t really scary but it still messed with me

I just cut my hand, i dont know why it isnt even bleeding and i didnt even feel it im so stupid NOT ONLY is it the most VISIBLE place to do it other than my face IT ALSO wont fit vking heal fast, cause you hanf is notoriously one of the hardest plces to heal

I thought cutting my stomach would be cool and new but it isn’t, it doesnt bead like the ones on my thighs do, i like them blood and when i cut on my stomach it barely has any, now im stuck with soon to be scars on my stomach that just look stupid and out of place, ive already ruined my legs and i honestly didn’t care but now my stomach looks even more disgusting than it usually does

I Accidentally got blood on my bed sheets and i need help getting them out without taking it out and cleaning them cause my parents will notice

So i JUST cut myself like not even 30 minutes ago and on friday im going to go to a pool, is it safe for me to get in a pool with chlorine if i cut myself not even 2 days ago?

I cut myself for the again after a month of nothing, it felt amazing and that is so not good, now all i can think about is cutting, and I’ve noticed I’ve been really REALLY paranoid, depressed, anxious, and just not myself. I know its bad but it just idk, im not trying to glorify it, because thats NOT good and NOT my intention i just don’t know what to do because i want to do it again, and i havent told my parents(i tell them everything even when i cut, but i don’t know if i should this time cause i feel like they will feel like i didn’t try hard enough to stop it, and the truth is i didn’t i honestly had no urge to do it but i didn’t it anyway.

In 2 hours and 50 minutes im officially 1 month clean. An i have to say that its been the best month ive had in so so soooooo long, my mental health is better, im more active, i just genuinely happier, i will say that its been super hard to deal with the urge, but i did, and i didnt alone, so i just want to say that to everyone suffering with no friends no family and no one to rely on, YOU can do it i did it so can you

My game is fully updated and i checked everything and i cant find act 2, do i have to buy it? Or like download it?

So i might be drunk, but im sad sooo
So its mothersday in merica and other olaces bu im sad that i disnt get my mom anything or even do anything for her, i tried to get her flowers or a chocolate or anything but she said she didnt want anything and that made me frustrated but that was yesterday, i told her i want to makes ther some strawberry shortcake (cut the strawberrys add shigar let it sit, make the whip cream) but my mom wanted to help cut the strawberry and it made me sad cause she didnt let me do that special for her and then on top of that my sister’s came over(im kinda scared of my oldest sister because she punched me and soent a year and a half abuseing me and my whole family and then she punched me which got her in jail for half a day and put a restraining order on her and then i didnt see her for 2-3 years and all that gave me ptsd from her and then she came back into our life like nothing happened and its been about 1/2 a year and today’s mother day i didnt not need to go on that tangent that was completely not needed anyway they made the wjipped cream so i didnt even make the strawberry shortcake so im just a fuck up that should slit my wrist and die i guess cause eimb awful and dont deserve anything and i hate myself anyway she told me that i do stuff for her every say and i was like “yeah i do what i do every day thats not special thats just normanl for us and she names all the stuff that i do but its really stuff that me and my dad does and i dont have anything special with her and im gonna cry couaase i feel so horrible.