**TW WEIGHT LOSS TALK** is this body dysmorphia?
I just recently lost a lot of weight, and my body dysmorphia is back. I look in the mirror and I haven’t changed, but I saw myself in the back of someone else’s picture (I went to this event thing for work) and I was like “omg who’s that!!” … it was ME??!!?! I look like that??
Context: I’ve had disordered eating all my life, literally from being a child. Yk those plate charts that the kids in the uk have? I would OBSESS over them. I got diagnosed with ana at 9 and I’ve been in therapy for like … 30 years because of it, i thought i was getting better, but I freaking look like THAT? Christ.