I have been exploring other activities lately to be able to see if my gym strength applies to real life situations. I am glad my legs are kinda okay with long treks? Also, I hope to start bouldering soon because it looks fun!!!
Lowered the weight on the pull up assisted machine, and the fact that I can slowly go to a point when I can do regular pull ups excited me! 😭 Grabe... I have been consistently working out for two years now and the fact that I started alone, and I still go alone out of habit and consistency makes me sooo happy... I just wish my 'used-to-be' friends came along with me. Would be fun siguro 🤣🍀
I am happy to be learning a lot these days. I am happy to be trying new activities, attending social events and making new friends. I am happy to be learning I don't have to race with others. I am happy to be moving my body a lot. I am happy to be cooking silly dishes I am learning how to. My finances are not as chaotic as before. Finally, I am building something. I am happy that once, I am not the person I was a few months ago. I temporarily give up on finding my match. I will get there. He is probably just out there living his life. One day, I will be the best version of myself that I no longer need to conceal my weirdness, my quirk, and awkwardness.
I just know that in order to attend the right person, the right circumstance, the right opportunity, I need to be in the position where I am so self-assured and I love myself enough. That I am happy enough.
I am calm, and happy. Sometimes, I still cry but I am glad I am more expressive now than before.
I just wanna share my success with everyone. I hope, you all are healing so kindly. xoxo