u/RevenueValuable

A little about me:

• Working professional

• Non-smoker

• Non-drinker

• Vegetarian

• Clean, responsible and easy-going

• Looking for a peaceful and comfortable place

I’m preferably looking for a fully/semi-furnished flat with a good location in new town AA1 or salt lake and decent roommates.

If you have a room available or know of any leads, please DM me with the details, rent and location.

Thanks! 😊

It has been 2-3 years since i am seeing some wierd things with my health. The wierdest of all is that i get chills in my body 24/7. I live in a very hot area where all people are sweating around me sitting in AC's. I can feel that its hot but i also need to turn my fan to lowest or even switch it off most if the time.

I can feel that its hot but i curl my body while sleeping and i feel that my body is cold. I know its confusing even i am not able to explain it neatly.

I dont know if its anything serious or not but people i live with are bothered by it.

I am from Haryana and i got an office very far from my home as my joining location during my campus drive. I got into a project that requires employees to work only from that location. Everything was fine at the start, but 3 years have passed and its getting very difficult for me to live there. I want to get to my nearest EY office.

Initially, I had a discussion with my manager and senior manager about this so they gave me 2 choices to either leave project or stay in that location until the project finishes. What surprised me was that they didnt want me to leave the project and started saying that i wont get any other projects if i leave this one because leadership will be furious. I didnt want to take any chance on my career so i agreed to work from that location.

Now i have reached my saturation point. It has almost been 3 years i have experienced discrimination, racism there. Also, i feel all alone there. I almost feel lifeless and depressed when i am at that location.

Please let me know a way i can get out of this project and join my nearest location without affecting my career.

I have a personality or maybe looks that noone likes. I had a lot of friends but i guess the friendship was only from my side. I have never been in any plan or gathering. I had been single my whole life but in my college a girl started liking me. Eventually we got into a relationship.

Those were the best days of my life because it was the first time, i actually stopped thinking that i am ugly. I had many problems in life, but everything felt easy with someone besides even if they couldnt help in those. It was a feeling of ease.

Past 2 years, i got cheated on. I wont even get into the details of what happened with me during those 2 years. It was bad got hurt multiple times but still there was a sense of ease i dont know why. I decided to breakup with her. Its been 2 years since that day.

That feeling of again being lonely and being more concious about looks than ever before eats a person from inside.

In these 2 years my life has been in a downfall from every direction. I am now 25. I am struggling in my career. My parents dont show it but they are also worried about it amd sometimes embarrased.

I have been struggling with severe anxiety these 2 years which never eased but kept increasing. I can feel my health deteriorating. I am struggling a lot about things i cant even explain maybe because they dont exist? I eat mindlessly when anxiety hits and i have lost my physique. I look more ugly now but i am not able to do anything about it. I can but i dont want to?

Maybe everything could have been better if i just ignored the things that hurt me and be with her? Afterall it was my call to breakup with her? But lately i feel it cant get worse than this and i am not able to handle this...