Seizures

On one of my periods, the cramps were so bad that I passed out and had 2 seizures. Could this be endometriosis? This happened on safe amounts of ibeprophen and midol, as well as a hot bean bag. I calculate the safe amount of medicine for me to take on every one of my periods. I also have cramps that radiate down to my legs and have pain in my thighs. I can't eat anything during this time because of the pain. This extreme period pain started after I was SA'D. As a result, I no longer want to be alive during my period because of the pain. It is not because I am irrational, it is because my body is urgently looking for an escape from the physical pain I expirience. As soon as the wave of cramps end, I instantly no longer want to die. I am not crazy, I am just in the worst physical pain of my life.

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u/ReviewKindly2634 — 6 hours ago

I (f18) have a worsening health problem. How do I inform my bf (m18) that its getting worse?

Weve been together for a year and a few months. I feel so sad about this. After a traumatic thing had happened, i developed a disease that is taking my physical health away from me. I don't want to break my bf's heart with this news, but he has to know some day. I need to tell him. There is nothing more sad than looking at your lovers smile, knowing that the true situation will tear it away. What am I supposed to do? I love him so much that i wish i never met him..

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u/ReviewKindly2634 — 17 hours ago

I (f18) have a worsening health problem. How do I inform my bf (m18) that its getting worse?

Weve been together for a year and a few months. I feel so sad about this. After a traumatic thing had happened, i developed a disease that is taking my physical health away from me. I don't want to break my bf's heart with this news, but he has to know some day. I need to tell him. There is nothing more sad than looking at your lovers smile, knowing that the true situation will tear it away. What am I supposed to do? I love him so much that i wish i never met him..

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u/ReviewKindly2634 — 17 hours ago

How can I introduce boundaries. Did my bf M18, accidentally hurt me (F18)?

We were using his extra large trampoline. He sometimes does this thing where he'll hold my arms and try to pull me around, while I'm standing on the trampoline, sometimes purposefully pulling me to the ground. I have asked him many times to be gentle and careful with me, because this thing he likes to do hurts me sometimes, but he keeps doing it. Yesterday, he ended up whipping me down really hard, to the net of the trampoline. I hit the back top left corner of my skull, and I think I tore a muscle on the right front side of my neck. It might be whiplash . My head feels fine, my neck is in pain. How can I introduce boundaries for the trampoline and our relationship? Because this hurts me really badly both physically and emotionally. Is this something I'd be stupid for forgiving?

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u/ReviewKindly2634 — 1 day ago

Blame, lack of support.

My boyfriend and I are reading 'The Glass Castle' by Jeannette Walls, in our English class. It's a memoir including scenes where Jeannette expiriences SA's throughout her upbringing. My bf is the kind of person to always question things, even with good proof toward what is most likely the case. Trying to see both sides of the story is something I admire in him, but it gets to a point of nonsense. He has openly said that Jeannette is "making some stuff up," something I notice he has also said about reels about SA. He is also not open to considering truth behind the statistics that 1/3 women expirience SA, saying that "it's likely <10%." Literally 3/9 of the women I know personally, have an SA experience. I told him this, and he disengaged from the conversation.

I was SA'd as a child, and also 9 months ago as well. He knows all about this. Ultimately, I wonder if he has a hard time believing my experiences. He is really understanding about my sexual boundaries, and what I am comfortable with after the SA, I just can't help but wonder though..

What if we have kids one day and he 'has a hard time believing if his child actually got hurt.'

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u/ReviewKindly2634 — 2 months ago

VENT: love.

I think that being able to love everyone is the greatest gift I've ever recieved. I want to help people and make their days better. I found beauty in every face, and so can you. God is love, and the cross is its ultimate symbol. The crucifixion is the epitome of love. Loving others, even those who have caused me great pain, is my greatest gift. I get very sad sometimes because I realize that people take advantage of my love and don't truly care about their actions toward me. I think I do the same thing to God sometimes and I am a hypocrite. I wish those who hurt me could see the pain they have caused. I developed depression due to another's selfish actions, I mourn the person I used to be. My depression led to apathy which made a path in my life toward sin. I have done so many worldy things and I feel so sad because of it. I feel sick. I hope the Lord can forgive me, I've been lost in sin for a few months after the traumatic event happened and I wish I could undo some of my choices since then. I need to love myself like I've loved others. I need advice.

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u/ReviewKindly2634 — 2 months ago

SA and pain

TWWWWW

After I was SA, my period cramps went from zero pain (before I was SA) to level 8-10 pain (after). The doctors now suspect I have sporadic Endometrial tissue developments, spreading aroundy my body. I am scared and tired. I am barely an adult and now ts happens to me my life is so cooked

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u/ReviewKindly2634 — 2 months ago

Periods

After I was SA, my period cramps went from zero pain (before I was SA) to level 8-10 pain (after). The doctors now suspect I have sporadic Endometrial tissue developments, spreading aroundy my body. I am scared and tired.

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u/ReviewKindly2634 — 2 months ago

It was the Lord's love that brought me out of sin. I was living in sinful patterns, and it wasn't strict self punishment or guilt that brought me out- it was love. God is so full of it, He loves everyone, no matter how broken, no matter how sinful. I want to love like God does. In my life I have realized the ultimate joy is bringing a smile to another's face. Compliment a stranger, hold a door open, bake your friends cookies. This is fulfilling. Love isn't limited to human interaction; you can also love the glimmer of sunlight between leaves of a tree. Birds singing among the branches of a blossom. Pet the cats in your neighborhood!! Or leave little kind notes around your school. There is so much beauty around the world that your eyes will begin to see when you start loving.

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u/ReviewKindly2634 — 2 months ago