u/Rough-Art-3125

why was i born like this? nobody in my family would love me if i ever came out as trans but im so fucking miserable i cant anymore. i would hate to leave my family devastated if i ever died. i want to make this world a better place but im doing terrible mentally. nobody would support me in real life.

i wish i was just born a fucking girl. everything would be so much better. i wish i was a cool fun smart woman. instead im a dumb unlovable failure. ill never be beautiful. i look at pictures of clothes that ill never be able to wear. i look at all the hairstyles i wont look good in. i look at all the things i cant get because theyre too girly. give me a break, please.

why was i born as such a burden to my family? why couldnt i have just been normal?

im a (14F) trans girl and ive known for like 2 years or something. ever since then my gender dysphoria has been getting more and more unbearable and i have no idea what to do.

i feel like coming out is the only option other than i just suffer but i feel like it could be even worse if i told them.

i wonder how it went for yall and if you think its worth it at all

every single day i feel dysphoric. sometimes its so bad it somehow physically hurts. whats worse is that i know ill never stop feeling like this probably!

i cant ever transition. everyone around me is transphobic. id hate to be a burden to my family. im too young to move out or anything and even if i "could" i really dont think i would. i would miss my family too much and id feel lonely. i dont have many friends to support me either. also if i transitioned id get bullied and harassed (atleast in my country) and i dont know if thats any better than what i feel like right now.

me feeling dysphoric while my family is talking and laughing just makes me cry. i hate being born like this. i wish i could somehow disappear. or atleast turn into a girl (or stop being dysphoric).

dysphoria is only one of my problems but it makes all the other ones i have worse. im doing fine i school but im so burned out and relaxing isnt easy because i feel dysphoric all the time and i just cant anymore.

i cant take it anymore. what do i even do?

nobody will love me. ill never pass. ill never be happy.

is there ANY way to just stop being dysphoric? or just stop being trans??

(i hate that im venting so much lately. i dont know why i feel like thats bad but it probably isnt good.)

i dont use reddit but this is the only outlet i have for my feelings. im a 14 yo trans girl (woman? im not sure what to call myself) and life has been really bad lately. since like 2024

ive had gender dysphoria thats been getting progressively worse over time to the point its getting a bit debilitating. i feel depressed most of the day.

i cant come out because my dad is incredibly transphobic. and all of my friends are also really transphobic. i tried coming out to a friend and she asked me weird questions about my body and that i should get help (not in a very nice way).

theres nothing that i can do that makes me feel euphoric. not even ok. im so hopeless about my future. will i ever get a girlfriend? or friends for that matter? not even the thought of surgeries really helps tbch.

im sorry if this post was poorly written english isnt my first language.

i dont use reddit but this is the only outlet i have for my feelings. im a 14 yo trans girl (woman? im not sure what to call myself) and life has been really bad lately. since like 2024

ive had gender dysphoria thats been getting progressively worse over time to the point its getting a bit debilitating. i feel depressed most of the day.

i cant come out because my dad is incredibly transphobic. and all of my friends are also really transphobic. i tried coming out to a friend and she asked me weird questions about my body and that i should get help (not in a very nice way).

theres nothing that i can do that makes me feel euphoric. not even ok. im so hopeless about my future. will i ever get a girlfriend? or friends for that matter? not even the thought of surgeries really helps tbch.

im sorry if this post was poorly written english isnt my first language.