Took my last pill tn and can’t get more bc I don’t have insurance and it’s 1080$ that I don’t have. How bad are the withdrawals gona be? I’ve been through mood stabilizer withdrawls and it almost made me kms is this going to be any easier? Any advice? I’m scared.
I really need someone to talk to like have a actual conversation that lasts more than a day I really need friends I just got kicked out of the only family that ever treated me with love and support with me being a trans man I lost my whole family I might have to move back in with my schizophrenic abusive mom who wants to force me off T and I have no clue ware I’m going to live. I don’t feel like a person anymore I’ve completely regressed to ware I was before and he was the only reason I was getting better it now that I don’t know ware in gona stay or have a safe environment I’m back to square one I just feel like im dying and my world is ending and my life isn’t worth living because every time I start to heal something happens that sets me back to the beginning. I hate being this desperate but please someone
Be my friend I have no support rn.
hate doing this but I really really need someone to talk to. My boyfriend of two years who I love more than anything and everything in the universe broke up with me last night and it’s like my world is ending. I just got off of a 24 hour hold in the hospital and now I wana just go to the same thing that got me sent there. This is actually the worst pain I’ve ever been in and I’ve been abused most my life. Like nothing has ever hurt this bad I feel like my heart was ripped out of my chest and crushed infront of me. The worst part is the breakup was because my shit got to be to exhausting for him wich i understand but i tried so unbelievably hard to not be to much and to make him love me and i was still to much. How is anyone ever going to be able to handle me if he can’t. Noones ever gona fuvking love me but idc I don’t want anyone to love me I want him to love me. I begged him to give me space and time to change and to revisit the relationship later because I want to save it and I love him and he said it’s not happening. I want to die. Can someone please please talk to me I really need a friend right now.
hate doing this but I really really need someone to talk to. My boyfriend of two years who I love more than anything and everything in the universe broke up with me last night and it’s like my world is ending. I just got off of a 24 hour hold in the hospital and now I wana just go to the same thing that got me sent there. This is actually the worst pain I’ve ever been in and I’ve been abused most my life. Like nothing has ever hurt this bad I feel like my heart was ripped out of my chest and crushed infront of me. The worst part is the breakup was because my shit got to be to exhausting for him wich i understand but i tried so unbelievably hard to not be to much and to make him love me and i was still to much. How is anyone ever going to be able to handle me if he can’t. Noones ever gona fuvking love me but idc I don’t want anyone to love me I want him to love me. I begged him to give me space and time to change and to revisit the relationship later because I want to save it and I love him and he said it’s not happening. I have to move back in with my mom who wants to force me off testosterone and transitioning or find somewhere else to live. Him in his family were my only support system and real family I ever had. I want to die. Can someone please please talk to me I really need a friend right now.
hate doing this but I really really need someone to talk to. My boyfriend of two years who I love more than anything and everything in the universe broke up with me last night and it’s like my world is ending. I just got off of a 24 hour hold in the hospital and now I wana just go to the same thing that got me sent there. This is actually the worst pain I’ve ever been in and I’ve been abused most my life. Like nothing has ever hurt this bad I feel like my heart was ripped out of my chest and crushed infront of me. The worst part is the breakup was because my shit got to be to exhausting for him wich i understand but i tried so unbelievably hard to not be to much and to make him love me and i was still to much. How is anyone ever going to be able to handle me if he can’t. Noones ever gona fuvking love me but idc I don’t want anyone to love me I want him to love me. I begged him to give me space and time to change and to revisit the relationship later because I want to save it and I love him and he said it’s not happening. I want to die. Can someone please please talk to me I really need a friend right now.