u/Ruthlessqueen420

All I hear is how people can only afford fast food and junk because it’s cheaper. That’s simply not true you can buy a pack of large chicken breasts for $10 and some change that’s around $2 a lb. A sack of potatoes $3 and some change and fresh vegetables are not that expensive ether at Aldi. You can meal prep for days. Even bagged is like starting at 90 cents to $3 depending on what you get. I haven’t ate fast food in an entire year and we have saved SO MUCH MONEY and I’m so much healthier. I don’t understand overweight people constantly telling me fast food is cheaper because it’s not! I used to spend a lot on fast food and DoorDash.

Last night this dream was one of the craziest ones I’ve had, I appeared on a shoreline at a beach with weird buildings with my fiancé. ( I was aware I was dreaming). Other people who were dreaming were there, a lot of games going on like one man was on a huge ramp like structure on one side he was being hanged and on the other 3 people were pulling him up and down as a team it creeped me out and I told my fiancé I wanted to wake up. Other people were there saying we shouldn’t be here and said we needed to leave or we wouldn’t ever be able to as in we would be stuck in a coma like state until we went back, we had to pass through these rooms or levels to get closer to going home. One of them was wall you literally could walk through, another was like a moving funhouse floor like you’d see at the fair, and you had to stand on it and it would squeeze you through a tiny small slit in the wall. We kept progressing in these areas and going to the next on this beach. Other people in the dream said they have done it before another girl was scared and wanted to go home as well. I was panicking because I have a son at home and I can’t remain in a coma forever.. Well we make it to a roof and a wormhole is right next to the side of the building.. one of the girls jump in, then my fiancé does so I say screw it and I jump in too. I feel myself falling through space, stomach dropping swooshing sound and it went on for a couple minutes then I jolted awake. I felt relieved but also kinda creeped out, I asked my fiancé if he remembered the dream and he said no as he doesn’t remember any of his dreams!

Not diagnosed with endo but suspected, I woke up excruciating cramps and butthole pressure thought I was constipated and nothing came out ran to cvs got a enema and nothing came out.. its clear and every 5 min or so I keep getting what feels like intense contractions (I’ve given birth once) and I get on all fours crying and pushing not thinking I’m going to make it though this bc it’s so painful seeing white spots then it stops and it keeps happening. It’s been going on for 3 hours now im scared and it’s excruciating. I really don’t want to go to the ER if they can’t help me, I don’t want exploratory surgery right now as I’ve had 2 surgeries this year and a birth im exhausted. Is this normal to feel like you are going into labor with endo? Feels like pressure in my butt then I get severe contractions

I used an at home shoulder massager last Monday before bed and woke up neck stuck to the side unable to move it. One week later it’s still stuck and it hurts severely still, insane amount of pressure on my spine feels like it’s going to break if I try to move my neck at all. I went to the walk in got Torodol shot, ibuprofen 800, and muscle relaxers. Went to the ER bc I’m in excruciating pain and still stuck they did a ct (said it looked okay) and gave me a steroid in IV and sent me home with a paper that says cervical strain torn ligament. Well it’s Monday and not better so I go to the walk in orthopedic they do a xray and say it looks alright and they give me a steroid shot I told them about the liquids going into my nose they said that’s wierd as well as me being locked this long. They said they will see me in 6 weeks.. I can’t drive, take care of my one year old! Idk what else I can do I’ve also been doing hot and cold.

I’m a sahm, now i appreciate my husband he works really hard to make sure we are provided for. But I do 100 percent of the housework and I watch our son all day and night. He leaves at 6 am and doesn’t get home sometimes till 10pm. He is off weekends, I cook casseroles, elaborate meals every night for my family to show my appreciation, keep the house spotless, etc it’s a 24hr job. I went out for girls night last night for the first time in a year and a half since having my son. (No family here to watch him I don’t go out) my husband insisted I let lose and go out tonight despite my anxiety I went and had some drinks for the first time in forever. He left this morning at 6am to go fishing on his coworkers boat because it’s Sunday. I wake up hungover, dishes are piled up, house is a complete wreck, no milk for the baby, car seat not installed (it normally is he moved it yesterday when he watched the baby and did not put it back ) and we have had this car seat issue before i physically can’t reach under the seat to clip the anchor my fingers are too short. Last time I tried 2 hours and gave up.. I’m hungry as well and I need to get grocery’s but I can’t leave. So I just door dashed my son milk and it’s expensive to doordash so I’m just not eating. I’m so angry I shouldn’t have even went out because it made my morning harder today. I told him to stay at his coworkers house that he should’ve at a minimum installed the car seat and made sure he had milk for this morning before he left.. the dishes would’ve been nice.. but I guess I can’t expect that as I’m the home maker. I’m feeling incredibly angry this morning and I don’t want to even look at him today am AIO?

When I was 12 a male friend brought a older guy over(like maybe a couple years older) and he asked me if he could comeback later to eat me out and I had no idea what it meant so I said yeah.. so I sneaked out and he did that then had me sick his dick. So I told my friends at school and they made fun of me and called me a hoe and I was bullied really severely for this all through middle school. I started sleeping around with a lot of men ranging from my age to 25 from 14-17. I would guess 20 men or so total and some girls..and I don’t know why I did it. I was hyper sexual and treated it like a handshake.. not something that can have consequences. I did not even like them, I never thought I was raped or anything is this still sexual abuse ? At 27 years old this is finally hitting me I may have been sexually abused. I never told my parents.