Debating going into the seminary, but scared of giving so much up
I’ve been on the fence for a long time thinking about this for a long time. But the thing is, I’m just so scared of doing it. I know not every priest takes a valve poverty at least the diocesan ones don’t and the vow of obedience wouldn’t be too bad, especially since I’m used to it in the military, but the one that kind of scares me as the vow of Chastity. I’m just kind of scared of being alone for the rest of my life never having a legacy never having a partner never having kids or starting a family when I was in the military all I had was myself, and I was so lonely it was depressing. I would love nothing more than to go into the priesthood celebrate mass help people and especially to teach, but I’m still just kind of scared of that one vow