I can’t handle this machine, I feel miserable
I’ve had it for 3 months now and while there are a few days here or there that I can sleep through the night, mostly I find myself waking up multiple times, feeling like I’m being suffocated. My mask fit is correct and I have humidity and increased my air pressure to 7-20.
Recently I’ve started having night terrors, waking up feeling like there’s someone in the room with me.
I’m also clenching my teeth so hard I feel like I may have cracked a tooth. I’m supposed to wear a guard but I can’t fall asleep with all this stuff on me 😭
I’ve gained around 25 pounds in the last year so I feel just icky and terrible. Between that and the dark circles under my eyes I dread having to go outside because I can tell people think I look like shit.
I’m miserable. I’m tired.