u/Scared-Jump803

I am very bad at making friends and worst at keeping friends even if I somehow make friends. I have this problem from last 4 years. I get very anxious when somebody gets close to me as a frnd. I feel insecure and jealous when they get successful and I am left behind which is why most of the times I distance myself from ppl. I also have this problem of stammering which is why I am not confident in speaking and I fubble sometimes while speaking. I run out of things to say even when conversation somehow begins. I made a new frnd few days back and she is the type I want as a frnd but I am worried. Worried if I lose her as a frnd too , if I can't get myself to talk without stammering and if I run out of things to say. Another frnd of mine when she talks to her , I feel insecure that she might get more closer to her than me and I lose her. Any solution for my situation ?

I am very bad at making friends and worst at keeping friends even if I somehow make friends. I have this problem from last 4 years. I get very anxious when somebody gets close to me as a frnd. I feel insecure and jealous when they get successful and I am left behind which is why most of the times I distance myself from ppl. I also have this problem of stammering which is why I am not confident in speaking and I fubble sometimes while speaking. I run out of things to say even when conversation somehow begins. I made a new frnd few days back and she is the type I want as a frnd but I am worried. Worried if I lose her as a frnd too , if I can't get myself to talk without stammering and if I run out of things to say. Another frnd of mine when she talks to her , I feel insecure that she might get more closer to her than me and I lose her. Any solution for my situation ?

Hey , hi ! Hope u guys remember me ? I am the same guy who wants to leave this city and pursue Btech / Bsc in other some other cities. I was hoping that Assam CEE could help me flee from this city but this exam does not seem to be on my side. Few days back when this exam's results came out , my score was not good enough to get a Btech seat and hence my hopes are all gone now. Maybe I have to find alternative ways to be free from bullying. Maybe , this is what my destiny is. But , I will never lose hope. Maybe someday I will be free from all these bullshits. Right now , my life seems hopeless. The chaos in my family and my health issues are making me feel dead. My health issues i.e. constant coughing from last 1.5 months is making my life even worse. However , I will keep on fighting with my problems in my own way. This time I will not ask u guys to pray for me. Maybe solutions can do what prayers can't. Give me solutions on what to do i.e. how can I save myself from bullying and other shits. How can I make my life better ?

Hey , hi ! Hope u guys remember me ? I am the same guy who wants to leave this city and pursue Btech / Bsc in other some other cities. I was hoping that Assam CEE could help me flee from this city but this exam does not seem to be on my side. Few days back when this exam's results came out , my score was not good enough to get a Btech seat and hence my hopes are all gone now. Maybe I have to find alternative ways to be free from bullying. Maybe , this is what my destiny is. But , I will never lose hope. Maybe someday I will be free from all these bullshits. Right now , my life seems hopeless. The chaos in my family and my health issues are making me feel dead. My health issues i.e. constant coughing from last 1.5 months is making my life even worse. However , I will keep on fighting with my problems in my own way. This time I will not ask u guys to pray for me. Maybe solutions can do what prayers can't. Give me solutions on what to do i.e. how can I save myself from bullying and other shits. How can I make my life better ?

The finale

I do not wish to live in fear or anxiety anymore. I wanna peace and happiness in my life. This is my fourth time asking for ur help and support , but this will the final call for help from my side. Assam CEE exam is scheduled for 14th June. This exam will let me get out of this city in which I get bullied and harassed by those boys. Right now , I am an 18 year old guy and I want to live a life. I wanna work hard and get to the highest levels of succesa but these bullies are preventing from getting their. I am having health issues right now as well which adds more to my problem. I have lived in darkness but now I wanna a life filled with posivity. If anybody who at all understands my pain is reading this , please pray for me that I crack this exam and get a college outside Dibrugarh. I request to pray for me and this is my final request for help. I wish u guys and god will help me get a good life. Hoping for ur prayers and support.

The finale

I do not wish to live in fear or anxiety anymore. I wanna peace and happiness in my life. This is my fourth time asking for ur help and support , but this will the final call for help from my side. Assam CEE exam is scheduled for 14th June. This exam will let me get out of this city in which I get bullied and harassed by those boys. Right now , I am an 18 year old guy and I want to live a life. I wanna work hard and get to the highest levels of succesa but these bullies are preventing from getting their. I am having health issues right now as well which adds more to my problem. I have lived in darkness but now I wanna a life filled with posivity. If anybody who at all understands my pain is reading this , please pray for me that I crack this exam and get a college outside Dibrugarh. I request to pray for me and this is my final request for help. I wish u guys and god will help me get a good life. Hoping for ur prayers and support.

The finale

I do not wish to live in fear or anxiety anymore. I wanna peace and happiness in my life. This is my fourth time asking for ur help and support , but this will the final call for help from my side. Assam CEE exam is scheduled for 14th June. This exam will let me get out of this city in which I get bullied and harassed by those boys. Right now , I am an 18 year old guy and I want to live a life. I wanna work hard and get to the highest levels of succesa but these bullies are preventing from getting their. I am having health issues right now as well which adds more to my problem. I have lived in darkness but now I wanna a life filled with posivity. If anybody who at all understands my pain is reading this , please pray for me that I crack this exam and get a college outside Dibrugarh. I request to pray for me and this is my final request for help. I wish u guys and god will help me get a good life. Hoping for ur prayers and support.

I do not wish to live in fear or anxiety anymore. I wanna peace and happiness in my life. This is my fourth time asking for ur help and support , but this will the final call for help from my side. Assam CEE exam is scheduled for 14th June. This exam will let me get out of this city in which I get bullied and harassed by those boys. Right now , I am an 18 year old guy and I want to live a life. I wanna work hard and get to the highest levels of succesa but these bullies are preventing from getting their. I am having health issues right now as well which adds more to my problem. I have lived in darkness but now I wanna a life filled with posivity. If anybody who at all understands my pain is reading this , please pray for me that I crack this exam and get a college outside Dibrugarh. I request to pray for me and this is my final request for help. I wish u guys and god will help me get a good life. Hoping for ur prayers and support.

I have become like a bridge which is standing on one pillar. Assam CEE - the only option for me to survive in this world. I have already mention this a number of times that I get bullied outside the streets of my home and since I am average in studies I am not getting admission in any good college as well.The place in which I am is suffocating and I want to get out of this place as soon as possible. But I am not getting anything , even God is not on my side maybe. If I manage to crack Assam CEE , I will be able to get out of this hell and study and live a life again. Being an average student and being from the general category and having a sensitive heart that is being bullied and mentally tortured by people , even from my own family is not easy. To all my readers , please pray that somehow I crack CEE and get a BTech seat outside this city. Most of the people will never understand my pain and will ignore this but if you want an innocent soul to live happy life please pray for me. We may not know each other but trust me , I wholeheartedly wanna get out of this city. Pray for me ❤🙏.

I have become like a bridge which is standing on one pillar. Assam CEE - the only option for me to survive in this world. I have already mention this a number of times that I get bullied outside the streets of my home and since I am average in studies I am not getting admission in any good college as well.The place in which I am is suffocating and I want to get out of this place as soon as possible. But I am not getting anything , even God is not on my side maybe. If I manage to crack Assam CEE , I will be able to get out of this hell and study and live a life again. Being an average student and being from the general category and having a sensitive heart that is being bullied and mentally tortured by people , even from my own family is not easy. To all my readers , please pray that somehow I crack CEE and get a BTech seat outside this city. Most of the people will never understand my pain and will ignore this but if you want an innocent soul to live happy life please pray for me. We may not know each other but trust me , I wholeheartedly wanna get out of this city. Pray for me ❤🙏.

I have become like a bridge which is standing on one pillar. Assam CEE - the only option for me to survive in this world. I have already mention this a number of times that I get bullied outside the streets of my home and since I am average in studies I am not getting admission in any good college as well.The place in which I am is suffocating and I want to get out of this place as soon as possible. But I am not getting anything , even God is not on my side maybe. If I manage to crack Assam CEE , I will be able to get out of this hell and study and live a life again. Even the police did not help me. I reported bullying to police but no action was taken. Being an average student and being from the general category and having a sensitive heart that is being bullied and mentally tortured by people , even from my own family is not easy. To all my readers , please pray that somehow I crack CEE and get a BTech seat outside this city. Most of the people will never understand my pain and will ignore this but if you want an innocent soul to live happy life please pray for me. We may not know each other but trust me , I wholeheartedly wanna get out of this city. Pray for me ❤🙏.

I have become like a bridge which is standing on one pillar. Assam CEE - the only option for me to survive in this world. I have already mention this a number of times that I get bullied outside the streets of my home and since I am average in studies I am not getting admission in any good college as well.The place in which I am is suffocating and I want to get out of this place as soon as possible. But I am not getting anything , even God is not on my side maybe. If I manage to crack Assam CEE , I will be able to get out of this hell and study and live a life again. Being an average student and being from the general category and having a sensitive heart that is being bullied and mentally tortured by people , even from my own family is not easy. To all my readers , please pray that somehow I crack CEE and get a BTech seat outside this city. Most of the people will never understand my pain and will ignore this but if you want an innocent soul to live happy life please pray for me. We may not know each other but trust me , I wholeheartedly wanna get out of this city. Pray for me ❤🙏.

I have become like a bridge which is standing on one pillar. Assam CEE - the only option for me to survive in this world. I have already mention this a number of times that I get bullied outside the streets of my home and since I am average in studies I am not getting admission in any good college as well.The place in which I am is suffocating and I want to get out of this place as soon as possible. But I am not getting anything , even God is not on my side maybe. If I manage to crack Assam CEE , I will be able to get out of this hell and study and live a life again. Being an average student and being from the general category and having a sensitive heart that is being bullied and mentally tortured by people , even from my own family is not easy. To all my readers , please pray that somehow I crack CEE and get a BTech seat outside this city. Most of the people will never understand my pain and will ignore this but if you want an innocent soul to live happy life please pray for me. We may not know each other but trust me , I wholeheartedly wanna get out of this city. Pray for me ❤🙏.

I have become like a bridge which is standing on one pillar. Assam CEE - the only option for me to survive in this world. I have already mention this a number of times that I get bullied outside the streets of my home and since I am average in studies I am not getting admission in any good college as well.The place in which I am is suffocating and I want to get out of this place as soon as possible. But I am not getting anything , even God is not on my side maybe. If I manage to crack Assam CEE , I will be able to get out of this hell and study and live a life again. Being an average student and being from the general category and having a sensitive heart that is being bullied and mentally tortured by people , even from my own family is not easy. To all my readers , please pray that somehow I crack CEE and get a BTech seat outside this city. Most of the people will never understand my pain and will ignore this but if you want an innocent soul to live happy life please pray for me. We may not know each other but trust me , I wholeheartedly wanna get out of this city. Pray for me ❤🙏.

Everybody around me when I was extremely young , used to call me "vhal lora" (Meaning : Good boy). I was shy , quiet and obedient to others and hence I was liked by many people. I never did wrong to anybody nor I wish to do. But today , the same "vhal lora" is facing a lot of trouble. Today the world is not kind to me nor is my family. My family constantly taunts me about financial conditions and college admissions. My parents do know that I get bullied and I want to get out of this city , but they not allow me to study something casual like Bsc or Polytechnic in other districts. I will suffocated with my family and this entire place where I live is suffocating. Bullies , my past traumas , family issues , financial issues is killing me from the inside. I am average at studies and I am from general category , and belong to a middle class family. I have a sensitive heart and I get bullied. Probably I am the most pathetic person alive rn. Now , I have a small request to the readers. From childhood , I have faced lot of injustices and unfair. But I want the world to be kind to me atleast for once , so that I believe there is goodness left in this world. Dear readers , we all have a way to communicate and give prayers to god. Some of us write diaries , some prayers in temples and other ways. I want to get a Btech seat outside Dibrugarh with Assam CEE. The exam is to be held on 14th June 2026 and this day will decide , whether I will spend next 4 years in peace or same torture. I want you all to pray for me so that I get a Btech seat. Guys , plz pray for me. Atleast for once prove that goodness and kindess matters and still exist.

Everybody around me when I was extremely young , used to call me "vhal lora" (Meaning : Good boy). I was shy , quiet and obedient to others and hence I was liked by many people. I never did wrong to anybody nor I wish to do. But today , the same "vhal lora" is facing a lot of trouble. Today the world is not kind to me nor is my family. My family constantly taunts me about financial conditions and college admissions. My parents do know that I get bullied and I want to get out of this city , but they not allow me to study something casual like Bsc or Polytechnic in other districts. I will suffocated with my family and this entire place where I live is suffocating. Bullies , my past traumas , family issues , financial issues is killing me from the inside. I am average at studies and I am from general category , and belong to a middle class family. I have a sensitive heart and I get bullied. Probably I am the most pathetic person alive rn. Now , I have a small request to the readers. From childhood , I have faced lot of injustices and unfair. But I want the world to be kind to me atleast for once , so that I believe there is goodness left in this world. Dear readers , we all have a way to communicate and give prayers to god. Some of us write diaries , some prayers in temples and other ways. I want to get a Btech seat outside Dibrugarh with Assam CEE. The exam is to be held on 14th June 2026 and this day will decide , whether I will spend next 4 years in peace or same torture. I want you all to pray for me so that I get a Btech seat. Guys , plz pray for me. Atleast for once prove that goodness and kindess matters and still exist.

Everybody around me when I was extremely young , used to call me "vhal lora" (Meaning : Good boy). I was shy , quiet and obedient to others and hence I was liked by many people. I never did wrong to anybody nor I wish to do. But today , the same "vhal lora" is facing a lot of trouble. Today the world is not kind to me nor is my family. My family constantly taunts me about financial conditions and college admissions. My parents do know that I get bullied and I want to get out of this city , but they not allow me to study something casual like Bsc or Polytechnic in other districts. I will suffocated with my family and this entire place where I live is suffocating. Bullies , my past traumas , family issues , financial issues is killing me from the inside. I am average at studies and I am from general category , and belong to a middle class family. I have a sensitive heart and I get bullied. Probably I am the most pathetic person alive rn. Now , I have a small request to the readers. From childhood , I have faced lot of injustices and unfair. But I want the world to be kind to me atleast for once , so that I believe there is goodness left in this world. Dear readers , we all have a way to communicate and give prayers to god. Some of us write diaries , some prayers in temples and other ways. I want to get a Btech seat outside Dibrugarh with Assam CEE. The exam is to be held on 14th June 2026 and this day will decide , whether I will spend next 4 years in peace or same torture. I want you all to pray for me so that I get a Btech seat. Guys , plz pray for me. Atleast for once prove that goodness and kindess matters and still exist.

I am an 18-year-old student who has recently passed Class 12. For the past 3 years , my life has become extremely difficult. Nearly 30 boys in my locality regularly bully and harass me whenever I go outside my home. As I write this, I feel completely overwhelmed, and life has become a living nightmare. Never before have I faced a situation this challenging.

To escape this environment, I chose Dhemaji Polytechnic as my first preference during counselling because I wanted an opportunity to leave this city and start a new chapter of my life. Although I am originally from Dibrugarh, my initial plan was to pursue Engineering, and if that was not possible, then a B.Sc. degree. Polytechnic was my backup option. However, my father has now said that he will not allow me to go to Dhemaji Polytechnic.

This has created another source of anxiety because Dibrugarh Polytechnic is much lower on my preference list, and I am uncertain whether I will be able to secure admission there. Adding to my worries, when the first merit list of the Assam Samarth Portal was released on 2 June 2026, my name did not appear on it.

At this moment, I am struggling with severe depression and constant fear about my future. I desperately want to leave this city, but at the same time, I hope to secure a seat at DHSK as a backup option. The second merit list is expected to be released on 9 June, and I am anxiously waiting for it. Right now, I feel scared, helpless, and uncertain about what lies ahead.

I am a 18 years old guy , 12th pass student and my home is near to my school where I studied. From last 3 years , I am facing bullying and harassment from many junior boys ( nearly 30 boys ). Some of them are from ny school and some are outsiders. Whenever go out from my home , I get to see those bullies on streets taking my name repeatedly and teasing me. They saw me talking to my female friend and had been teasing me from a long time. I have complained multiple times to Principal and other teachers and few bullies got punished as well but bullying by others still continues till date. If I take a college in this city and I continue living in this home or walking through the same streets I may face bullying again. One day when they bullied me , I recorded their video and they saw me recording and then they chased me on their scooty and 10 - 12 boys surrounded me and threatened me to delete the video.Though I didn't delete the video and I called my mother and she came and saved me. There are several others incidents similiar to this and that's why I feel very nervous and anxious in this city. I reported the incident to police on 22nd May but I don't know they have taken any action or not. I have only hope now , is to clear the entrance exam Assam CEE and get into an engineering college outside this city. Guys , it's a humble request to you all who are reading this , please pray that I clear Assam CEE and get a Btech seat in some college outside this city. This city will kill me from the inside. I beg of you all , please guys , pray for me and my well being. Pray and hope that I clear CEE with a good rank. 🙏

I am a 18 years old guy , 12th pass student and my home is near to my school where I studied. From last 3 years , I am facing bullying and harassment from many junior boys ( nearly 30 boys ). Some of them are from ny school and some are outsiders. Whenever go out from my home , I get to see those bullies on streets taking my name repeatedly and teasing me. They saw me talking to my female friend and had been teasing me from a long time. I have complained multiple times to Principal and other teachers and few bullies got punished as well but bullying by others still continues till date. If I take a college in this city and I continue living in this home or walking through the same streets I may face bullying again. One day when they bullied me , I recorded their video and they saw me recording and then they chased me on their scooty and 10 - 12 boys surrounded me and threatened me to delete the video.Though I didn't delete the video and I called my mother and she came and saved me. There are several others incidents similiar to this and that's why I feel very nervous and anxious in this city. I reported the incident to police on 22nd May but I don't know they have taken any action or not. I have only hope now , is to clear the entrance exam Assam CEE and get into an engineering college outside this city. Guys , it's a humble request to you all who are reading this , please pray that I clear Assam CEE and get a Btech seat in some college outside this city. This city will kill me from the inside. I beg of you all , please guys , pray for me and my well being. Pray and hope that I clear CEE with a good rank. 🙏 What to do so that police helps me ?