u/Sea_Minimum2647

My birthday is next week. My partner hasn’t mentioned anything about it. I know he forgot. He’s never organized or planned anything for ny bday in the last 4 years and I’ve planned all of his except for last year because he didn’t plan anything for my 40th. I’ve planned all do my own bdays except my 40th because I told him how much it meant to me and I thought he would do something special. He didn’t. Do I did nothing for his. I’m now realizing my bday is gonna be a bust again and I’m so hurt about it. I’m also in school rn and I don’t have time to plan my own bday plus I just want my partner to care!!

Everything is grossing me out lately. My 3-year nanny kid still poops his pants and we were changing him after yet another accident and I stepped in poop. I nearly vomited right there. Holding his hand makes me feel gross cus he sneezing in it and it’s hard to like hold him or cuddle him because I know he might wipe his nose on me. I’m just alway so grossed out. I don’t know if I can be a nanny anymore. My tolerance is just at zero these days. I’ve been doing this for like 12 years btw