u/Signal_Temporary_155

I've been having an imaginary friend for a while now. I don't have any friends in real life, so it has been my coping mechanism. I feel belonged whenever I hang around with them (imaginary friend and her family and friends), But as I imagine all of them to be dead people/ghosts, I feel kind of unnerved. feel like if I daydreamt too much, I might go insane. I tried to let go of her, but I was in deseprate need of somebody that I ended up daydreaming again.I don't want real friends, either, but I don't want to stay like this.

Soooo I'm not allowed internet acsess on weekdays but I found my dad's tablet so I put a data card into it and now I'm here!!! >:3 Hello and goodbye :D I should go soon, else I might get caught

There's quite a lot of chores to do at home, like laundry and cleaning the lawn, etc. Its quite a lot of work, and mom does them everyday, and after work,even...So,

I want to help her, but I just can't get myself to do those things. Most of the time I forget to do them, and sometimes I don't have the energy/ willpower to do them.

I wish to take complete charge of all household chores, so that my mom can have a easier life.

By the way, I actually used to do some of the chores a few months ago; making beds and sweeping the floor, even cleaning the dishes and cleaning the lawn

(ONLY OCCASIONALLY) and all, but I gave up, because it felt too much for me, and, besides, she doesn't appreciate any thing I do, and only complains, which is really

draining. Still, I think doing the chores is a duty of mine, and I want to start again, at least, a bit of the chores (sweeping the floor,doing the dishes) every single day ,

consistently, without forgetting.

If you could give me advice/tips related to this, thank you so much.

Sorry for the weird English, by the way.

(Also, for this post to be relevant to the subreddit, I have ADHD. I got diagnosed when I was 15.)