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Not on the shower. Like literally on the bathroom floor. A few months ago I asked something like this in another subreddit and I was surprised because I got told that wasn’t normal at all😭!!! I find it quite comfy in a way, but it does have a reason behind it. I nap on the bathroom floor because that is the least likely place anyone will walk in and for some reason the thought of anyone being able to see me sleep is super scary or stressful to me. I just can’t bring myself to be asleep in front of anyone else😖😖👎👎🚫!!

Edit: as for the question of why I don’t just lock my bedroom, I share my room with my sisters, and it’s a bit inconvenient for them if I were to lock it since they have to leave and enter constantly multiple times. And even if I lock it, they might deduce that I’m napping, which I don’t want them or anyone to discover.

I didn’t think it’d be so much people!! 😭😭😭 but I hope it doesn’t last that long

English isn’t my first language so sorry for any mistake…. There is a girl in my college class who leaves me so speechless. She leaves me completely mesmerized. She is so talented, serious and cool personality , yet she is so kind and soft … she dresses so beautifully, what a style. What a style! She has such a powerful presence, that I some times get a little teary eyed to just imagine her. ….A little hard to approach her romantically cause I’m a girl too.

My heart is pounding in my throat while I type this. It’s choking me or strangling me because I am not sure if my heart is stretching and squeezing around my throat, or inside of it blocking the passage …. And these descriptions are very fitting because i feel about her, similar to like what happens when you are lacking oxygen or blood pressure and are about to pass out. So tingly and weak and weird. And warm. And my heart beats so fast and very weird. So weird.

Well…finally getting to the point…

A few nights ago, I had a dream about this girl. I dreamed that she was so affectionate to me, she caressed me so tenderly until I dozed off even if my heart was racing, and then she curled up right next to me. Hugging me. So softly. So tender. She giggled at how quickly I fell asleep … and her laugh and the reason for it made me feel so weird. And tingly. And so warm all over. I felt like I was all spaced out , like frogs because their eyes don’t blink at the same time. in humans that means your consciousness is diminished and you’re sluggish and / or weird ... It felt like I was falling sideways even while laying down … It’s like her giggle had sedated me , I could barely get my words out or form a sentence and I was so weirdly spaced out and dumbed down and tingly ………..please tease me again … I loved the feeling.

….dual enrollment forever!!!!!!!!

I was asleep. I was dreaming about something dumb when I suddenly felt two hands grabbing my back and nudging/shaking me violently back and forth, as if they were really scared or in an emergency and wanted me to wake up quick. I could still feel the shaking and the hands after opening my eyes. When I felt that the hands had stopped nudging me and were pulling away from my body, I turned around to see what it was, I could have sworn I saw a black/grey shape on my side eye and trying to get away from eyesight quick. I have no idea what it could have been. My mom didn’t believe me when I told her, but why would I lie about something so random! 😭 ……maybe it was somehow part of the dream? But the dream had nothing to do with anything like this at all. It was a random dream about school. I never experienced anything like this ever again.

I know it’s kind of low. Because when I was a teenager (15F, around 45kg, around 148cm, no medications in particular) I had an ovarian cyst and I became super anemic (not anymore, I’m fine now!😊👍), and my hemoglobin dropped to around 6.5 and kept dropping a bit, and my family and docs were super worried. They said they were surprised I hadn’t passed out or collapsed somewhere. I had a teacher that was in the health field and when he saw my report he was very concerned.

…I don’t remember feeling that much different though? My memory is slightly foggy, but I only remember that I was mostly kinda sleepy and struggled to keep my body up at times, and I got instructed not to run or crouch, and I was super skinny (yippie!!!!) but other than that, I was fine …. Well not fine in a handsome way, because I’m a little ugly… but I was fine physically … yippie. But what I’m asking is : is there something that could have happened to me that I don’t know of? Was it really that dangerous and I was just living super normally like nothing? 🤔😊 thank you !

I have always been a straight A student. AP. dual enrollment. Super high GPA all that stuff …. I am a senior and this is my last week. I am doing two 3-d modelling assignments. My teacher is very flexible. The first assignment, I started it over because I thought it looked really bad and I didn’t want to deliver a bad looking project. I realized Ive took too long and tomorrow is the last day, so this means I won’t be able to turn in or even begin the second assignment. This is the first time ever in my life that I don’t turn in an assignment. Because I took advantage of the flexibility opportunity and became a mess. I feel like such a bad bad bad and irresponsible student. I’m terrified I’ll lose my A. And also that my teacher will feel dissapointed in me. I feel my heart aching so hard knowing that my teacher could be dissapointed in me for being messy and irresponsible like this, and that the last time we’ll ever see each other is one in which I’m being an irresponsible mess.

Edit: you guys thank you very much for the patient and kind answers. I will see what I can do 😊

I don't know what to put in the body text... I guess I can be as dumb as I want since this is an entirely anonymous account. I feel a strong buzz down there if I imagine that a girl is caressing me until I fall asleep. When I imagine anything like kissing or having sex with anyone(or anything that is supposedly sexual in general) I feel nothing at all. Imagining that I’m being caressed softly is the only thing thats given me a buzz ever.

I’m never drinking because I am so terrified of having a diminished state of consciousness. It makes me shake so much to even imagine. So I came here to ask. I’ve heard it’s a different experience for everyone. Some people say they feel dizzy , some sleepy …. Some feel really happy and some feel really sad or angry. So what is it like for you?

This happens to me specially when I am imagining a scenario of something I like. I’ve never heard of it happening to others. Maybe others think it’s irrelevant to mention …or it doesn’t happen to them.

Let’s say I toss and turn a lot while asleep. Let’s say I also sleep very deeply. Let’s say from all the moving, I somehow end up with my head under the pillow, and a heavy blanket is also on top of me….. would I slowly suffocate and die?! This has always been a dumb fear of mine.

…But I guess I have only heard of this being a concern with babies mainly. I am as cute as a baby, though.

Luckily this is an anonymous account. So I can say I still have and use mine as an adult without anyone that I know finding out. I can’t sleep without it. And the texture is so soft. But don’t tell anyone.