Im leaving Orthodoxy I’m overwhelmed
I became Orthodox because I was looking for something true. Something that wasn’t man made. I grew up in a Southern Baptist household. Where the left behind prophecy’s and pre mill eschatology was what I was taught.
With Orthodoxy you have sooooo many prophecies. St Pasios.I’ve watched Father Heers. Maria Zeee. David Patrick Harry. Online. With a lot of end time information. That it makes my head spin. Third temple. Constanipole. Turkey war. Etc etc
Ive tried to talk to my priest about these things but he doesn’t understand. He doesn’t think about these topics. I’ve heard no one knows the day and the hour so many times and it doesn’t help.
I have a baby and I am terrified of her future. Orthodoxy has put me in a state of depression to the point I don’t even want to be here anymore.
I don’t know what I’m trying to say just needing a space to air this out