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I have really been struggling emotionally. Mother has bone marrow cancer, recent fights and resolutions with my father, just got a cat. Self confrontation in past changa trips and purging and all that. Lots of stuff going on.

I took a break from changa for a week. Just revisited it on this 96 degree day in my town. As I just got done with a great tobacco purge at the tail end of trip where I was able to calm my hyper arousal and jumpy mind and look at my hand and see my fathers soul with me. (I have a lot of grief about our relationship.) It was healing af.

Anyways a few seconds after this purge happened I my local mailwoman and called down from my porch to ask if she wanted some ice tea. She said yes so I ran inside to grab an Arizona Arnold Palmer and some ice. I went outside to talk to her and we discussed people looking down on our jobs (I work in the restaurant industry), as well as just sharing some real understanding that I was extremely surprised to be able to feel with an almost stranger. I am also autistic and I felt so socially strong and present.

After a minute of talking, a really really old coach of mine who taught me how to skate at the age of 3 showed up. This was so amazing to see him and I gave him a great big hug. The woman stuck around for the rest of her tea and shortly left. Me and coach caught up and had a great moment of connection where I expressed my gratitude for him teaching me and just being a good guy. We both have had some hardships so I wanted to make sure to express some love.

Basically like 10 seconds after I called down to her my coach pulled over and offered her some ice water he had in his car for his workers he was going to. She said I had just offered her tea but he stuck around bc he knew I live here and was about to come down.

It was such a positive experience and the exact emotional healing and human connection in needed in this uncomfortable time of my life.

Hey yall I’m starting classes on August 25. Not going for the dorms since I have a cat. Any suggestions or tips on finding a place in time?

Does anyone else experience your areas of tension become full of something that’s moves around in it. It changes as I breathe but it feels like the entity is actually in my body tension. Specifically my right jaw, neck and shoulder/arm. It almost feels parasitic or possessed. It also feels highly intelligent. I of course have the classic snake in my stomach. Breathing helps but it’s a strange feeling.

I have not tried aya yet.

I love mushrooms and have found them to be very gentle. Besides a first trip where I cried for 4 hours because of a breakup.

I recently extracted Dmt from MHRB. I have gotten great results. Vaping the freebase is cool but extremely scary if going all the way. I don’t love it.

I made Julian palmers changa recipe. The first few days of using it were extremely meditative and blissful. I truly did feel one with the spirt realm of this life. It showed me that if I let go all that will happen is meant to be. Music and sunlight and trees were Devine.

More recently I’ve been running into some major emotional blockages. I can’t say for sure why is happening. There is some really deep tension that gets activated in my right upper neck and my right arm feels alien. Almost like it’s not mine or numb. Feeling energy move through it sometimes. This tension I believe originated back when I was practicing yoga with a bad yogi who encouraged me to do poses that were dangerous and I fucked up my neck. This doesn’t bring me daily pain but my neck always feels weak and strange.

I have been depressed and all that jazz since I was little and my upbringing was loud, lonely and full of pain. When I smoke it now the amount of emotional pain and aloneness I feel is unbearable. I want to move past this. The purging is so hard. It’s weird because I feel like I’m in a decent place mentally in my development as a young adult. I suspect there is some deep darkness within that I have long forgotten about. Guidance from those who have had similar experiences would be appreciated.

Last year I had my first LSD trip I’m experienced now with 5g shroom trips, changa sessions and Dmt freebase. At the end of the trip when I got home I was super drained and I felt some psychosis or at least the possibility for it appearing. I calmed myself down and went to bed. The next day I was a shell but I recovered the day after. I have the chance to drop again and wondering if I shouldn’t. My trip was overall great and I didn’t black out or do anything crazy, it was just a really full day. Next time I think ima just go to an art museum with a buddy and let my jaw drop. What do yall think?

Hey guys, this is my first post on the sub. I understand that changa is not aya but they are at least similar. I recently started smoking changa and it’s made me aware of a whole internal landscape of emotion, culture, pain, and so much more. It’s an invisible landscape just like McKenna said. So far I’ve found Palmers original changa blend to be nice. Not to strong on the visuals but the body sensations and introspection are insane. It’s literally infinite and all contained within my still body.

The purpose of this post is to clarify my use of the Rue seed. Specifically a 96% full spectrum powder that I add to my changa. Along with the b caapi vine. I get this very intense feeling, almost like nausea or being to full with a meal, but I do this in the morning or early afternoon with nothing but shit and peppermint tea in my system. I keep having the thought when I’m in the landscape of the synergy of these plants that I am sick. I did a tobacco purge using some thick dense smoke from some Turkish tobacco and that allowed me to purse some stuff but it was mainly me yaking a brownie that wasn’t doing any good for my body.

My question is about the tightness, nausea, squirming, rotating, moving, pain, and resistance that’s all in my gut when I take changa. It kinda sucks but once I come down it feels nice. Since doing this I also feel like eating very little. I want tea and food like once or twice a day but more than that is hurtful. I need some guidance on my implementation of this medicine as I want to process these internal issues of my gut that make me an uptight and nervous. It is both in my gut and mind and I feel its dysfunction bleed into the words I say and write as well as how I breathe and think.

Thanks and I hope you are all well

I heard that if you are taking a MAOI you need to avoid foods high in tyramine. How does this apply to changa? Do I have to follow a diet in the days leading up to a trip? Last time I took some of the peganum harmala I just started dry heaving and had the sense that I was sick idk.

The past few days I’ve had some stomach pain in the morning and after eating. It lasts for like 20-60 min. Could this be related to my weed use? I’m a daily smoker. Never had this issue before and it happens randomly. Sometimes when I’m not even doing anything. Any ideas on how I can switch up my diet to fix this? I also prob need to start chugging more water instead of chugging my bong.

Has anyone else gained a substantially greater ability to appreciate life? As well as just chill out? Finally if there’s anyone with autism have you noticed differences in how you relate to others and yourself?

I hate how unpopular hash is here. It’s by far my favorite way to smoke weed. I’ve tried black afghan hash and Lebanese brick hash and it’s just so tasty and smooth. When will USA be like Canada and get shipments from Morocco and Middle East to support our cannabis markets? At this point ima have to move to Morocco. SMH

On my first extraction I did Cybs Max Ion Tek. I yielded about half a gram. The second time when mixing the solvent I decided to keep it in a 135 F water bath and mix it vigorously so it semi emulsified and I yielded .33 grams. The product was also different. Still Dmt but really the both felt different. The first time the DMT was white and crystallized good. The second time it was yellow and powdery and a good amount was floating in the solvent and not sticking to the bottom. Why did this happen? Is yellow bad or good? I think I liked the white stuff better wasn’t harsh at all. Anyways sorry if this is unclear.

I have a 5g trip incoming tmr afternoon at the beach! So excited I’m having trouble falling asleep. Friends will be with me also trippin balls. I did 5g in the dark silence once so I’m excited to see what it will be like in the sunlight. Any recommendations?

Just reached hour 24 in the freezer and no crystals have formed besides me having a highly saturated solvent solution. idk what to do

What can I do for these ailments? I like focusing on one asana at a time and really locking it in. After a warm up ofc. Also if you know any non yoga stuff that’s cool too. Thanks!