That 'everything was fine until you and Zooble showed up'. Yeah, we saw how fine it was, you ***hat.
Reddit I hate you for not letting me upload pictures you buggy troglodyte
My main focus was on the story, the world of Digital and on Caine since I am a big fan of I Have No Mouth And I Must Scream, aka the inspiration of the show. Okay, still it was interesting to know the characters, their struggles, the way they were stated throughout the episodes (until 9) to familiarize you with them, sometimes leaving them to your interpretation, I really liked it.
Until episode 9 I was under the impression that Jax is a jerk cause probably he lost his friends before Pomni came, WHO HE WAS CLOSE TO, and now he didn't wanna have friends to be in that pain again. Hey, now I'm wrong and it's not wrong to assume such right? It seemed that way too.
Then I watched episode 9 and, boy oh boy! I didn't like Jax since episode 1 but I still found him entertaining. I was expecting the episode to have some scenes centered around Jax, his backstory, however I was most anticipating how the plot would unfold now that Caine was gone, how they're gonna escape, will they escape since they're brain scans, how they're gonna cope, what about the other AI etc etc.
I don't like how episode 9 is written. 20 minutes of Jax being worse than before then in his backstory being a pos again with no sorry, no redemption. I guess that's what bothering me the most. And then the way it's portrayed like he's forgiven for what he's done to others? Two died because of him and two were abused by him. And Pomni's like okay? Yeah I understand that he was abused, BUT THAT DOESN'T JUSTIFY WHAT YOU DID WHY IS IT PORTRAYED LIKE THAT
Like bruh....
In short: I wanted some plot but I got Jax.
Me and my brother had discussion on this scene after watching the finale because it didn't make sense to us what in the bloody hell Jax meant by getting into his head when we were confirmed that the flashback was the same scene in episode 9. This Bugs Bunny wannabe....
After my little brother was born my father often didn't talk to me for days. Even after we lived under the same roof never once said anything positive to me let alone a 'I love you'....I talked to him and he didn't answer. It's been years and years but the ache is still there.
My mother was kinda same but not so worse, but I understand she was busy with little brother. I was never taught how to study, do math, or anything. I never got that heads up, that advantage a child gets from their parents, or 'you can do this' or 'it's okay to fail, because you can try again'. I was expected to know everything.
Every time I failed in something I was compared to others, and every time I improved I was compared again. I was pretty obsese as a teenager, tried to loose weight but failed....but mother used to call me 'a hippo', 'an elephant'. The bright side is I did manage to loose the fat in my adulthood.
And after reaching adulthood, they softened a bit, however it's not because they regret it. I did confront them and either they blame each other or don't remember.
Growing up I was provided with everything, food, clothes, etc etc. On top of that NOW they even give me emotional support, not always though...but I think the way they had treated me when I was a child did something. I was in depression from 15/16 to about 25 but I can manage myself better now...again, I never got any help from my family on this matter. Still even as an adult I wish I wasn't treated that way. Because I feel if I was loved a little better, listened to and not compared to I could have gotten through my early years a bit easily. I forgive them but I can't forget it. The pain is still there.
It's newtoki. I even turned off my VPN yet none of the manhwa's pages is loading. I don't understand why this is happening. Help?,
What's it's deal? First there was paywall to access chapters (I didn't sign in the website I'm not that dumb), now after checking on one of the webtoons there is no paywall but none of the chap won't load. So my question is it's either deleting the chapters after few days or those who have signed in, do they have it? I don't know but I want to cause the website is uploading gazillion chapters.
The website isn't loading, Mihon or Kotatsu nothing is loading.