u/SlimIdea

My eating habits went from cooking everyday to ordering takeout everyday, went from no porn to full indulgence, went from cleaning regularly to piles of plates in the sink, overall my quality of life has gone down hill and fast. I understand gaming probably isn’t the problem it’s something with my mental because I can’t regulate it I understand others can but I guess I’m just someone who needs every edge they can get to be at a standard baseline

My girl thinks I don’t find her attractive and I haven’t told her about sr, if it can be helped I rather keep her in the dark about it

I drive a short school bus for work and it’s the easiest job I have ever had and I get a bunch of time off throughout the year with good benefits but absolutely despise making small talk with parents and school staff. To the point where I occasionally browse through job listings in my area during downtime. I’m only working this job to get by while I’m in school but I still have 3 years left before I finish 😭