u/SmallBatBigSpooky

This is a rant and ill probably delete it later

But its 5am and i cant sleep because of my stupid body and i need to vent

90% of the time i have no feeling at all my bladder is a revolving door, been that way off and on my whole life minus a gap between 18 and 25

But then it came back and it bought the most annoying friend possible false retention signals

Sometimes i just get to enjoy shooting pain because my idiot bladder can make its mind up

I was sleeping fine and now sit here in pain typing this because my body thinks it wants to pee, despite refusing to do so

I genuinely dont know what to do because lately this is getting worse

Like im on the strongest alpha blockers in the highest does and this crap still happens

At this point i think ide let them surgically remove the capacity to hold urine at all if such a surgery existed

Im so tried of being unable to sleep, work, play with my dogs, all because my anatomy decided to make up for 90% of the time by releasing a horrents nest inside my crotch

Tried and angry rant over, thanks for reading

And im open to suggestions as well

PS: idiopathic NGB sucks

So full disclosure i mainly played Psycher until recently so i had no clue just how limited grenades where in a mission

But now im leveling up skitarii and it feels so freaking bad not being able to use half your kit for 80% of a mission because your teammates are just inhaling the grenades every chance they get

Now dont get wrong im not blaming my teammates, obviously i also want to be able to use my skulls and stuff as much as possible

But i cant be the the only one who feels like skitarii want you to use your abilities like all the time, and yet half your kits tied to a consumable

Im not sure if the solution is just add a bunch of grenade boxes in missions or switch over to a cooldown system, but either way this just feels bad imho

And im only in damnation i cant imagine how limiting this will feel once ive reached havor with its modifiers and everything

Please tell me im not the only one who has this same frustration

Anyway rant over thanks for reading, peace

Hey there I'm playing my first 5e game and we have to have our stuff locked in, so the DM can get everything settled, in a couple of days

Ive played 2e,3e, 3.5, and 4e with 3.5 being my most played

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I really want to make a lightning mage as lightning builds are my favorite, and we are playing with eberon species homebrews (yay Nycter) and lightning firs super well with eberon stuff imo

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I plan to eventually multiclass into temp cleric of the game lasts long enough for those sweet max danage roles, but i wanna play the early game mostly as a specific class since ill be our groups only spell caster

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So I've narrowed it down to storm sorcerer and scribe wizard, both give me a large amount of lightning spells, and some solid utility (i did consider trying to downport the 24 draco sorc but its just too much work imo)

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So this is where im torn, storm sorcerer seems like the obvious answer for the vibes, but its got some features that are kinda eh, but its a charisma class, and charisma is just amazing any anything not combat related

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Scribe wizard obviously has a huge mechanical advantage being from later in the games life, and offering a lot of flexibility between free elemental swaps, and ritual casting

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If i go storm my DM has agreed to add the BG3 games additional storm sorc spells which is pretty rad

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At this point im just stuck and second guessing myself so any advice would be welcome

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If you're interested in the story

My character was a slave, who led a revolt against his masters, was about to die before erupting in magical energy, so their character journey is about discovering the source of their powers, mastering them, and trying to free the rest of their people

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My team is a death monk and one of the blood hunter variants, but im not sure which one

So ill being filling a damage dealing role, with some support and utility im guessing

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Anyway, thanks for reading my ramblings, thanks for any advice, and have a good one