Several months clean and now I want to cut really bad from anxiety

Title. I fear my mother lost a ton of money because of how careless I was. The college I applied to and sent money to doesn't reply to any of my messages. What if the money was sent to something that wasn't even the college at all? It's my fault, completely and utterly my fault and it's eating me from the inside.

I promised my therapist that I won't cut myself anymore. I've already broken this promise once in secret. He doesn't know. I feel like I can break it again.

It's my fault it's my fault. I was so stupid for not checking twice.

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u/SovaSperyshkom — 12 days ago