Am i crazy?
I felt unwell last week. The first day started with a cough, and then I felt so bad that I felt dizzy when I got up or left the house. After a few days of rest, without leaving the house, I suddenly felt better when I woke up. The strangest thing is that on the other days I felt unwell, I had strange and heavy dreams, but on the night I woke up feeling better, I had a liberating dream in which I got out of bed, left the house, and started flying through a world that seemed like an energetic dimension of my reality (I had many "dreams" like this when I was a child; I'm 19 now and hadn't had one for years). When I woke up feeling better, I did things I had postponed for months and discarded old things that no longer served me. During the day, I felt strangely sensorially, as if I had been inhibited for a long time and then reconnected with life and my inner self. At the end of the day, I drank a homemade herbal tea made with mint, bay leaves, and fruit seeds. After drinking the tea, I lay down to use my phone and realized my bed was a complete mess. Suddenly, the place that had been my refuge had become a bottomless pit. I cleaned the entire bed and left it there. I tried to use my phone and look at trivial things on social media, but it was as if something was repelling my attention, as if there was a block preventing me from continuing what I had been doing for months. I lay down and tried to close my eyes, but I ended up in a trance-like state and felt the same sensation as in the dream where I flew. As I tried to fly, I saw the dimensional singularity. When I focused on it, my heart raced, and I began to see various geometric shapes and forms that I can't even describe. At the same time, I unconsciously began to see memories of other conscious "dreams" of this type. I felt as if everything was falling into place, and I remained almost motionless for about two hours looking at the singularity (I was sleeping and awake at the same time; it was as if I could see with my eyes closed). When I woke up, I felt immense mental clarity and lucidity. Was it astral projection? Or just a hallucination?