Matthew, I miss you.
So much. I hope you’re going to meetings and getting the message. I pray you’re taking your medicine and establishing a routine. You know how it is hurting you, how it’s hurting your loved ones, and how it’s destroying your life. I miss you so much but I can’t be your sponsor, your caretaker, or your accountability coach. I can’t even be your partner, if you are drinking, despite wanting to. I can’t put my own sobriety at risk anymore. But I want to save you. This has been such a heartbreaking journey with you. Please come back. Even if it takes another try at rehab. Don’t give up and don’t give in to self destruction. Remember the promises. I’m begging you. I miss you so much. I love you. - e
u/Sunnydaysahead5 — 4 days ago