Maybe it’s something? Maybe it’s nothing?
Hihi! I want to preface that I am aware this is bug season because it is summer but the extent of this is getting weird, especially as there are very few bugs around me or in my house with the exception of bees (we have a hive that everyone refuses to remove). I ask here because I started researching a bit ago and overall just a harsh reset of magickal practices and all that, and demonolatry has been something I have been drawn towards for years — so it is the only thing that makes sense in my head right now. This is just the little notes app list I have going on at the moment
- Spiders. Everywhere. All the time. I mean falling by my feet when I walk into a room. Crawling out from behind the shampoo bottle. Popping out when I stand somewhere and then following where I walk at times
- Finding money in variables of 2 (not bug related, but random)
- Flies. Now suddenly chasing me around the house. We don’t have flies. The doors and windows have mesh. HOW. There are at least 5 flies right now (the huge ones too) that have been following me from room to room.
- Oh also a dead fly on my bed. And a dead moth. Granted that could have been my cat Salem but throwing it in here just in case
- Spiders. Just more spiders. I can’t make this clear enough. We do not have a spider infestation and these range from tiny babies to jumping spiders to something I never want to see again in my entire life.
Oh also a cockroach that vanished without a trace despite the fact I bug sprayed it to death and am sure it died. The corpse just poofed. The cats were locked out of the bathroom so I don’t think they could have moved or eaten it?
I would brush this all aside if it wasn’t for the fact that it is just getting weirder and weirder, even for my own standards of weird? Also the fact that this has been all in a matter of a week ish? Maybe less?
Maybe it’s something, maybe it’s nothing. I’m not sure. I tried tarot briefly and just got more confused so I am hoping to set aside some time to do a full proper spread to see if I can make sense of this. Worst case scenario by deck tells me to get an exterminator but I thought I’d try here just in case someone had a brief notion what / who this could be ? Thank you if anyone replies or just takes the time to read this :)