Currently in class 11, and my 1st terminals start in around 20 days. My subjects are PCM+CS. I really want to score well in my first term , but, all my tests uptil now....... If I'm being completely honest, calling them a disaster would be an understatement😓. Failed in physics internals, I'm sure. So, what're some tips to score well in my first term?
Cause I definitely do😅
Drop some stories as well, feeling bored.
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So, I recently came into class 11 and the class 11 downfall has already started. Already failed a few unit tests. Even in English, which is my best subject, marks have gone down.
Compared to my class 10 teachers, all the class 11 teachers are absolutely shit. Like, I'm not even getting the interest in subjects like English and computers, which are my favorite subjects.
I'm preparing for JEE, so ofc, spending time preparing for that, as well as my school studies.
Bit of context : my parents(or my mom rather) is extremely overprotective. Like, even at 16, she doesn't really allow me to go anywhere alone. She even drops me off at tuition, 5 minutes from my house. Once I went to a mall with my friends, and she was literally following me around like a shadow.
Also, I've never really watched any TV shows or movies as such, cause the TV is in the living room, and they'll ask hundreds of questions about what I'm watching, and, if I ask to watch in my room, she'll cause a huge scene. I'm just overall frustrated and waiting for the day I leave for college. I feel as if I've never done any of the ordinary things that teenagers do in my life.
I'm not suicidal, but,the thing is, lately, at night, in bed, I've started kind of an internal monologue where I like do a full run through about unaliving myself, of how I'll do it, how my parents will find out, how I'll say goodbye to everyone, how they'll react, etc.
And, for the past few days, unfortunately, I've started drawing a box cutter across my thigh : enough to draw blood, but not enough to cause profuse bleeding so as to warrant attention.
I don't even know what to feel or do. What to do now?
Before anyone says anything, no, I'm NOT su!cidal, I just wanted to hear you guys' thoughts.
Personally, it's the pain it'll cause my friends and family, and the fact that due to my strict parents, I've not even enjoyed the basic teenager experiences so far, such as watching a movie with friends in the theatre, or just having a chill hangout with my friends, and d!eing right now would just leave that part a permanent void in my heart.
Watches(from left to right) :
Fastrack Metawe
Timex TWHG03SMU18
Sonata Aspire
G-Shock GA-B2100LUU-8ADR
What watch should I add next? I'm thinking of either the Q&Q watch(cause the mrw200h is almost never in stock) or the w218. Budget is approx 2-2.5k.
Watches(from left to right) :
Fastrack Metawe
Timex TWHG03SMU18
Sonata Aspire
G-Shock GA-B2100LUU-8ADR
What watch should I add next? I'm thinking of either the Q&Q watch(cause the mrw200h is almost never in stock) or the w218. Budget is approx 2-2.5k.
First of all, of course, the class 11 downfall(canon event)
Even after that, I'm feeling literally no motivation, constantly exhausted mentally, due to studies, exams, and coaching, exacerbated by the fact that most of my friends either shifted to CBSE for JEE prep or are in commerce, so I'm getting bored to death.
Also, I happened to be put in the section with the most shitass science teachers in existence😭 and even the few friends that I do have in science, are in the other section.
Anyone else feeling like this? If so, what's the remedy?
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I recently discovered this song by Kyle Hume, and it's peak.
Wbu?
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Like, I've always been the introverted kid, who had a small friend circle. But I never really actively went out of my way to be friends with people. Like literally, all the people in friends with, are mostly because they wanted to be friends with me (for which I'm grateful), and not the other way around.
I think this stems from an incident in my childhood. Like when I was in class KG, I was great friends with this guy, let's call him x, and considered him my best friend. But I think, even then, it has always been a one way street. Like i might've considered him to be my best friend, but to him, I was just a normal guy. But still, I persevered, and tried to be friends with him.
Then, the lockdown hit, and I lost touch with all my friends. When we went back, I happened to be in the same section as him. But, as the days went by, I slowly accepted the fact that no, no matter what I did, I would never be his best friend, and that the best path for both of us would be to just drift apart.
Since then, I've always been wary of making friends. Even now, I'm wary of making friends, cause I'm afraid that I'll be overbearing, a burden.
Like even though I'm close to my bsf, every dry text, every one word answer, and every message left on read fellow like rejection, as if I did something wrong.
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Like, I've always been the introverted kid, who had a small friend circle. But I never really actively went out of my way to be friends with people. Like literally, all the people in friends with, are mostly because they wanted to be friends with me (for which I'm grateful), and not the other way around.
I think this stems from an incident in my childhood. Like when I was in class KG, I was great friends with this guy, let's call him x, and considered him my best friend. But I think, even then, it has always been a one way street. Like i might've considered him to be my best friend, but to him, I was just a normal guy. But still, I persevered, and tried to be friends with him.
Then, the lockdown hit, and I lost touch with all my friends. When we went back, I happened to be in the same section as him. But, as the days went by, I slowly accepted the fact that no, no matter what I did, I would never be his best friend, and that the best path for both of us would be to just drift apart.
Since then, I've always been wary of making friends. Even now, I'm wary of making friends, cause I'm afraid that I'll be overbearing, a burden.
Like even though I'm close to my bsf, every dry text, every one word answer, and every message left on read fellow like rejection, as if I did something wrong.
So, class 11th started a few months ago. We recently had 2 tests, on science subjects, and I'm feeling as if I'll be grateful just to get 60-70%😭
Anyone else, who's currently studying in class 11, or is a passout, please give tips on how to make a comeback🙏
So, class 11 started a few months ago. We just had 2 tests on science subjects, and I feel as if I'll be glad to just get 60-70%😭
Anyone else feeling this way?
I'm doing PW Arjuna.
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Wbu?
Probably should be studying now😅, but ask your questions
Fyi, for those who don't know, Lund university is actually a top 100 University. Just because it means something obscene in Hindi doesn't mean it's bad.
When I was younger, around lockdown time(currently in class 11) as far as I knew, "love me like you do" was a normal song that used to play on the background of YouTube videos.
Only this year, I found out that it is actually from fifty shades of grey😅.(Haven't watched the movies yet🥲)
Wbu?
When I was younger, around lockdown time(currently in class 11) as far as I knew, "love me like you do" was a normal song that used to play on the background of YouTube videos.
Only this year, I found out that it is actually from fifty shades of grey😅.(Haven't watched the movies yet🥲)
Wbu?