u/Target_Plastic

Some 13-16 year olds think its soo le edgy and cool. But everyone over 18 feels kinda embarrassed about smoking and wants to quit at some point. If your loved ones know they desperately want you to stop. Every cigarette package comes with disclaimes wanting you to stop doing this to yourself. But goddamn that smoke feels good after a long, stressful day. You'll quit eventually once your life starts getting better, at least u hope so.

The only difference is that at least you can bring cigarettes to a party to socialize during smoke breaks without being considered a total loser

98% of people: What the heeeellll men can't get pregnant you silly 😂😂😂 stupid transgender owned by fact and logic

1% of people: Mmmmh...man pregnant thats SO FUCKING HOT. Mpreg ao3 fanfiction yummers 🥴🤤🤤🤤 oooh yeaah boipussyyy

Another 1% of people: I personally dont want to do that so i think you are probably a fake transtrendar and i hate you for it go kill yuorself

Sans Undertale: Hello i'm sans Undertale from the game Undertale

I usually cope with the feeling of envy pretty well. If someone, say, is better at drawing than me, it motivates me to study art and see what i can learn from the people whose art style i admire. When my friend got top surgery before me, i did feel pain from not being able to get it as fast. But i let it slide knowing that i'll get there too and try to focus on being happy for my friend.

But then there's things that are out of my control. Seeing a trans man who is taller than me and has a naturally more masculine face fills me with so much envy, and it sucks. These people might make great friends, but because of my own pain i try to avoid them. It would be different if those features were something i could easily get one day as well, but that just isn't in the cards. They haven't done anything wrong and might be the nicest people ever, but those negative emotions i feel just can't be helped.

Does anyone have some advice for dealing with these emotions? I want to be a better human being, and find a healthier way of dealing with this than just avoiding everyone i'm envious of.

Wether it's a menthol cigarette, mint-chocolate ice cream, a piece of gum, i seem to instantly get that menthol sensation in my butthole. This feels so stupid to even write down lmao, but i can't be the only one, right?

Even if i try my best to stay in a good position, i somehow end up all mangled up while asleep. Any ideas on what could help with this? How can i keep my asleep-self from doing this?