u/Technical_Hawk8350

Hey Dad , I know you don't use reddit and I have little courage to tell you that I have failed you. Yes I did because I am not emotionally mature and financially secured enough to call myself an independent guy.

I have lived 22 years as a man and I have not got a long lived school friend , college bud or a colleague to look upon. I have been a great potential guy as you told but I am a mediocre because of my own emotional distress.

All of my known acquaintance have given their parents something good in their life and here I am wasting time, money and everything being mediocre i don't know how to face you but I know you are in your 60s and you won't have much time due to age but I wish and manifest that I do something good so that you feel good and proud about me.

First of all no jokes please seriously I am seeking for help.

So guys maine aaj bina padhe GATE CSE 2026 S2 ka paper diya hu !!

Total questions attempted 40

Correct question - 18

Incorrect Question - 20

Total marks are - 15.67

Category - General

Bhai thoda himmat aya hai paper deke !! Kuch ho sakta hai to tayaari karu ? Experience people batao kuch.

Also I am in a toxic job to waha se mere ko nikalna hai and MTech karna chahta hu !! Bahut dara sehma rehta hu please bata do kuch ho sakta hai to !!

Only child hu papa mummy ki life ban jayegi agar kuch kar liya to !!

Hi , I have got a job in which I am not interested I am only feared if I leave the job and instead of switch if I prepared for GATE Exam fully should I go for it ?

I already have a drop year in education 2021-2022 of 1 year. I am feared of getting unemployed if I didn't cracked it. Please help me out what should I do !!

Currently on a probation and things are not in my favor as well.

My father is retired and we get government pension and can live better then anything.

22M , I have a great childhood with a lot of confidence but as I have grown up things have gone otherwise !! I don't know how to say man !!

So the problem is at my workplace I was called as an unprofessional guy as I am a fresher and team is very small (other co workers are of same age and they are not like that). I have only a single problem that I am childish and idk how have things developed over the years of being childish. Certain things such as given a new team rather then old (begged myself to remain in the org because idk what will I do if laid off) constant humiliation and self doubt has crashed my confidence and soul.

Even I start fumbling when talk to other seniors or vo workers. People call me "Chutiya" which means Dumb - F in english right in front of my face. Nobody wants to talk to me because I am a boring guy and according to them I am not a happening person(Not funny). I remember college days when I was surrounded by 4 of my friends and I was the most funniest guy in the room and now here I am.

I am self awared and I know I am childish which makes me understand that I am not ready for the corporate world. How do I make myself ready because I can't sit idle man !! I want to be a real guy with maturity (One more feedback is I seek attention and talks a lot to gain it ). Please help me out.

Hi guys currently in a dilemma , help me out please I am currently starting GATE CSE prep and need help with resources having lack of money as of now so free one will be good !! So should I study from YT or should I go for pirated course ?

If you know any pirated course please tell !! And also tell best teachers subject wise !!

Just wanted to ask if you are from IIT , what are the benefits in the long run? Does you get treated the same as people who have done BTech from IIT? Also does IIT Tag matters in long run ??

Please tell

Long story short I was an intern at some health tech company at tier-2 city for 10 months along at ML role with 5 other college mates as a part of internship with PPO. After 10 months everyone got the PPO but not me despite being one of the hardworking person. Rest I begged for the job as I am the only person in the family to earn . They made me wait anxiously and after that they gave me the PPO same package as others for platform engineering with 3 months probation idk why they did this to me. The senior whom I was working with was completely biased and at the end said I was not research oriented idk what to say even in the crunch where they need people I got laid off from that team and put in that where workload is seasonal. Already everything is setup-ed and my task is for maintaining that.

Pay is decent : 6.5 LPA fixed.

I am currently being given training for this role and man my peers are working I feel bad for myself. I really missed the old team. But life has a way.

Current skill set : Machine Learning (Medical) , Data analysis, Deployment (Azure Databricks) .

Currently learning : GenAi , DevOps(AwS) and Agentic AI.

Coursework Done : DSA , OOPs and other CS fundamentals.

If you can give me the referral in your company or some guidance regarding this it would be really helpful. Else I am doomed man, I am really anxious man and feels like I am wasting my time and potential

Man every post I am seeing rn is discouraging and sad that someone with lots of experience are getting laid off or freshers or not either hired or get exploited. Is this a start of a revolution or are we really doomed ?

Idk man as a fresher i also think that I am fucked up because of LALA company at jaipur trying to compete with big MNCs for medical stuff. But can't leave it though !!

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Hi long story short I am in a startup of < 20 people and was working as an ML intern but couldn't land the PPO as I couldn't met the expectations of the reporting manager for this role by a slight margin. I told about my worsen conditions and asked them if I can get a second chance to which they gave me in a new role which is Platform Engineering. Here is the thing now :

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3. The senior to which I used to report for ML work has said that I am not research oriented else everything is good and I think he has some personal issues because at the starting of this year he low key offboarded and gave emphasis on other interns rather then me and hence they got PPO. (in short he is biased) And is now ignoring when I am in new team. This guy is very attention seeker guy and constantly ignores me despite being that I have worked with him for 10 months and always have blank face interaction. Also very influential person he is director always takes decisions based on his words.

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4. New senior is chill according to the people but he is mixed of a person towards me when things are work related he is good and informative and when it's not he leg pulls me and make fun of me.

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I really need this job and I don't know how to survive this 3 month period of probation constantly I am upset that I didn't got what I want the only thing that keeps going me is the new role that's it.

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Please tell me how to clear this probation on the basis of this ?

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PS : Company is in tier 2 city of India and the director is really very good in terms of me but I have very limited interaction with him and he is the one who hired me and gave me this second chance.

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How to succeed in a new role of probation ?

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Hi long story short I am in a startup of < 20 people and was working as an ML intern but couldn't land the PPO as I couldn't met the expectations of the reporting manager for this role by a slight margin. I told about my worsen conditions and asked them if I can get a second chance to which they gave me in a new role which is Platform Engineering. Here is the thing now :

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Positives :

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1. I have 10 months of ML internship experience in that company with model development and end to end deployment of the model.

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2. I believe that I have one good quality of keep exploring new things such as new models , thinking new intuition based strategies for improving model performance.

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3. I have good communication skills and can explain the idea and work.

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Negatives :

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1. I have begged for the new role because I am the sole earner in the family of three (Parents are in 60s and I am 22M)

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2. People are constantly leg pulling on and off the office sometimes

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3. The senior to which I used to report for ML work has said that I am not research oriented else everything is good and I think he has some personal issues because at the starting of this year he low key offboarded and gave emphasis on other interns rather then me and hence they got PPO. (in short he is biased) And is now ignoring when I am in new team. This guy is very attention seeker guy and constantly ignores me despite being that I have worked with him for 10 months and always have blank face interaction. Also very influential person he is director always takes decisions based on his words.

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4. New senior is chill according to the people but he is mixed of a person towards me when things are work related he is good and informative and when it's not he leg pulls me and make fun of me.

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I really need this job and I don't know how to survive this 3 month period of probation constantly I am upset that I didn't got what I want the only thing that keeps going me is the new role that's it.

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Please tell me how to clear this probation on the basis of this ?

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PS : Company is in tier 2 city of India and the director is really very good in terms of me but I have very limited interaction with him and he is the one who hired me and gave me this second chance.

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TL;DR: 22M (sole earner for aging parents) completed a 10-month ML internship at a <20 people startup but missed the PPO due to a biased senior. Asked for a second chance and got put on a 3-month probation in a Platform Engineering role. Now dealing with office politics, the toxic ex-manager ignoring me, and a new senior who constantly leg-pulls. The Director is supportive but I have limited interaction. Need advice on how to survive this 3-month probation, handle the politics, and secure the job.

Hi long story short I am in a startup of < 20 people and was working as an ML intern but couldn't land the PPO as I couldn't met the expectations of the reporting manager for this role by a slight margin. I told about my worsen conditions and asked them if I can get a second chance to which they gave me in a new role which is Platform Engineering. Here is the thing now :

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Positives :

1. I have 10 months of ML internship experience in that company with model development and end to end deployment of the model.

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2. I believe that I have one good quality of keep exploring new things such as new models , thinking new intuition based strategies for improving model performance.

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3. I have good communication skills and can explain the idea and work.

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Negatives :

1. I have begged for the new role because I am the sole earner in the family of three (Parents are in 60s and I am 22M)

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2. People are constantly leg pulling on and off the office sometimes.

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3. The senior to which I used to report for ML work has said that I am not research oriented else everything is good and I think he has some personal issues because at the starting of this year he low key offboarded and gave emphasis on other interns rather then me and hence they got PPO. (in short he is biased) And is now ignoring when I am in new team. This guy is very attention seeker guy and constantly ignores me despite being that I have worked with him for 10 months and always have blank face interaction. Also very influential person he is director always takes decisions based on his words.

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4. New senior is chill according to the people but he is mixed of a person towards me when things are work related he is good and informative and when it's not he leg pulls me and make fun of me.

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I really need this job and I don't know how to survive this 3 month period of probation constantly I am upset that I didn't got what I want the only thing that keeps going me is the new role that's it.

Please tell me how to clear this probation on the basis of this ?

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PS : Company is in tier 2 city of India and the director is really very good in terms of me but I have very limited interaction with him and he is the one who hired me and gave me this second chance.

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Hi i was working as an ML intern at a team of 10 and 6 of us including me were hired from campus placement. So I was not selected for that role and was given a full time role at platform engineering side. But the catch is they kept me on a 3 month probation period for this role.

Now the seniors on the app side are advising to look for other jobs as well for 3 months ?? What to do should I start applying or give 100% for this role ?

Job market is brutal and I am a fresher.