u/TechnicianBoring2014

Havent really stressed about not drinking because i feel better without it. I’ve been invited out at least 3 times to places i know they just want to go drink at. My partner and i used to drink a lot and it was causing way too many problems and that’s part of why I chose to stop, but they think I’m exaggerating by deciding to quit completely. My sibling said the same thing. My mom on the other hand told me I’ll ”never be a person” if I don’t stop drinking. Lol, completely ruined my day.

Also how do I stop stress eating?

I really can’t take the separation… I asked for space and I still can’t clear my mind. I know I love you and I almost literally, need you.

Can you choose me over drinking tho? I’m not going to just let go, but I need it to be this way. I rather live life with you than to keep drinking. Just run back to me.

I woke up with no idea how I got home and lost one of my key fobs (wasnt driving) my relationship is in shambles and I have not ate anything today. i cussed my mom out pretty badly and I was shocked to learn what I did while blacked out… I never want to drink again. so here’s to night 1

shocked you‘re so capable of walking away, you don’t even know what happened to me… why are there strangers telling me to stay away from you? and how do you have that access? you been reading my posts this entire time??? The more I think about it the more i get mad… I’m not chasing you this time. if you want me you better come with answers and apologies because I’m tired of you claiming I can’t take accountability.

TO O FROM S

I was dumped because of a drunk misunderstanding and I tried to fix it but they decided they were done. I’ve never cared about anyone the way I do about them… they gave up so easily like they we’re looking for a reason… I was hoping we’d get married and my heart HURTS

But more importantly you healed me in so many ways, I wish we were forever. I wanna say please come back to me but im deathly afraid of your mom and i can’t be a secret anymore… you have to choose me because you want to… O, i would’ve died for you. but now every day is a nightmare… figure it out and come back, im waiting -elot

i sat and waited for you for two hours, i drove home with tears pouring down my face… if you have something to say go ahead and say it. Idk what you want from me. You ended this and I’m tired of being the one to save us.

I’m still here and it’s been an hour, you said you were done with me, and decided you were done.

Its been an hour since you said you were done. I’m still here and it’s been an hour since you said you were done.

an hour has passed since you’ve been done, but you’ve been done since then and I’ve been waiting here