I personally dont think I could bring myself to do it, and it sucks because most attractive men are either gay or only see me as a slab of meat and are not actually into me, just the thought of having sex with me. At the same time, I wouldn’t force myself to be with someone who I feel no attraction towards, tbh I would rather die single.
Honestly I think the world would be a much better place if humans didnt have faces, they were just blank canvases in a vaguely human shape, maybe something similar to the skinless androids from Detroit Become Human. People could still wear what they want, get tattoos, piercings, hairstyles ect. to express themselves, but are all fundamentally the same. No one could be judged for being ugly, short, fat, balding, and everyone’s perception of you would be based exclusively on character
Honestly I think that even if I were to get in a relationship one day, I dont think I could bring myself to pass on my genes. I would essentially be damning my kids to misery, knowing that they are likely to be deformed and autistic like me. Obviously ugly people can have good looking kids and good looking people can have ugly kids, but knowing that there’s a 90% chance they are going to look like me or worse than me, I couldn’t do it. Im still kinda pissed at my parents for being ugly and mentally ill, and yet they still decided to bring a (mixed!!!) kid into this world
I usually hike every weekend in the summer, and in the previous years I’ve only found one or two ticks crawling on me throughout the whole year, and never found one engorged. However, this year I’ve found at least 10 crawling on me and even found one engorged, and it’s barely May. My cat’s also been bringing in plenty, I’ve been finding a lot in my house.