u/TheEchoingEcho

long story short, I (19M andro) had been sexually assaulted by a female a year older than me in my high school senior year on November of 2025, which means my daughters coming in August of this year if I'm correct

she keeps sticking by me, I fucking hate her ,, yet deep inside me still has a spot spot for her

we're getting closer and closer to the due date and it seems I'm only losing my shit more, I want to raise my Liyah, but I'm too unprepared, I've even tried killing myself numerous times and ended up in the hospital twice

the female (thanks to her, I'm calling her a female) has a sex kink, she's one of those people who uses the plunge part of the plunger and using it on her vagina to please herself, I don't know what to do, nor if I'm able to do anything about it because of how much of an absolute WEAKLING I am about it

if anybody's able to help me, or give me advice or some sort of help is okay, please do ;-;

I'm looking for underground(ish) bands or songs with barely any screaming (basically for example Crazytown)

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Not saying I dislike screaming songs, I have way more of those songs than the ones without, right now I'm kinda just looking for some to both level with the screamer songs, and as a recommendation to a friend

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"The screaming limit is somewhere between Limp Bizkit (except for TDB,Y) and Crazytown's Toxic" -the friend

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Will accept lesser mainstream songs and bands only (basically ones that aren't as popular as: KoRn, LB, LP Slipknot, or Deftones)

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